♥ Down the memory lanes

♥ Wednesday, February 20, 2008

Down the memory lanes ♥

我一个人的沙发上

还有你拥抱的力量

起身才看见孤独的形状

在空气里曝光

明明是咖啡不加糖

怎么喝还是懒洋洋

你不在的天气

装了开关

碰到天亮就黑暗

我以为爱一直闪亮

现在剩一个人坚强

想念在手中张开变翅膀

我还懂不懂飞翔

我看见爱一直在闪亮

想逃的心改变了方向

只因这城市情歌太悲伤

才让一碗热汤红了眼框

----电视里爱情播不完

怎么转才能离开现场

如果我承认你让我很难忘

结局能不能换

忘记了我懂飞翔

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♥ Happiness in a nutshell
20:23

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Down the memory lanes ♥

How to define 'Happiness'???

Juz finish blog visiting.. As usual secretly browsing to be aware of friend's update but no

courage to leave any tags... I went to Hanwen's blog and he blogged something which suddenly

gave me something to think on my mind.. Usually i would read and logged off.. But today i feel

differently from the usual days.. Hanwen mentioned that he's nt happy and he couldn't find the

reason why he wasn't happy... Today in Msn, one of my closer frens in Bala mentioned that i look

so '幸福' in the display pic... And she asked if that's was my Boyfriend... I told her yes, ahahaha,

and she believed me... She said 'Wow, he's quite handsome, u're lucky'... In my mind, I was

thinking if that guy is really my bf, would i be smiling that way in that picture we took together?

Frankly speaking i've no idea at all, perhaps to leave a gd memory or impression of that

moment for that pic, pple could smile great and nicely in order to look good in the picture? My

conclusion is yes... Cuz at that moment in our mind was to make that keepsake picture a nice and

memorable one.. But does that smile represent that we're happy??? I laughed & smiled every

day at work, even though stress but i managed to remain my smile and even cracked jokes

and had a good laugh with my colleagues over some silly issues... Seriously, i don't know what is

the exact feeling when one's is really happy with one's life... And the nostalgic feeling is like

running through your mind and heart that sometimes you even wondered what is real and

what's not..

All i know now is i'm trying my very best to achieve and work towards my goal & ideals i

want in life... And i wanna grow up... or to say i should had long grown up, yet wasted my time

away.... People owaes said it's nt too late to change when you realise it now than never... I hope

i had the chance to fufill this sentence.... Or to say i want and is fulfilling it now....

Staying as simple as i can be and as optimisstic as i can be..... It's my style of living now....

我并不复杂，只想能有一个人能接受我不完美和不简单的人生。。。。

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♥ Happiness in a nutshell
19:55

♥ Monday, February 18, 2008

Down the memory lanes ♥

我在这里计算终点的距离

下一站有没有更期待的结局

眼闭上眼看不看得见过去

看不看得见原来那个你

和幸福的关系

路太弯梦在转

错过的人已不在

以为我能习惯

一个人安全感

路太弯爱在转

明知忘记会很难

我一路上跌跌撞撞

却找不回拥抱的形状

付出过是不是就换得希望

呼吸太乱世界太宽

缘分毕竟太短

Labels: When your thoughts don't concide with ur heart...

♥ Happiness in a nutshell
21:36

♥ Sunday, February 17, 2008

Down the memory lanes ♥

Tired out but pleased & still excited...=)

Saturday, was a crazy day for me... lol.... Slept for only 5 hrs plus and woke up to tuition

my tutee... and tuition her for 6 hrs cuz she's having her CA oso to repay back the hrs missed

due to CNY.... den Jiayi & qiuting came to my hse and Bai nian ahaha.. They were late, bcuz

missy ting slept till so late ahaha... she was tired out haa... we chatted for awhile, and then they

left to head to JP and buy new shoes, cuz missy yi wanna buy shoes as hers broke while on her

way to my hse.. lolzz.. After they left for their own programs, suppose to meet shujun for drinks

session,but she fly me and 1 of our mutual fren kite.. as usual... haa.... Then thought of going to

fly again with jiayi, and she fly me kite too ahaha, cuz she's catching up with her fren...

understandable.. lolzzz... forgive her, haa.... Ganna fly kite twice in a row.. aahha...

Den missy hua called to chat with me, and as usual the 2 of us owaes tend to do crazy &

unexpected stuffs de... Wahaha, i casually mentioned that i felt like eating steamboat, and hua

juz said "okie i go bath and we can go le!" Ahahha.. and there we go to beach rd @ 12plus am to

eat our steamboat, and she really eat quite alot... One thing for sure, she's very satisfied ahaha..

Then after supper, i had the sudden thought of going to ktv to sing.... and nt owaes accomodating

but nice enough to agree we went ahead ahaha.. at first thought of juz like go topone at bugis to

sing cuz near but when we went over there was this china recept explain till so fast and oso so

blur hua and i was turned off by her.. ahhaha... den hua need to go withdraw money b4 we head

to shenton's way party world... and i said mayb we would meet HIC pple and true enough, if i

predict 4D so 'Zhun' jiu hao le... ahaha... we saw abu, zen, kannan and april... What's annoying is

now HIC is paying $10 an hr... 'Xuete' kns.... First time loh, HIC offered such price.... wasted if i

know i wld surely go work de.. idiot... we chatted awhile and we went off to our singing sessions...

ABu scolded me crazy.. ahaaazzz....

Sang till our throats burst ahahha and hua gt to work early shift on Sun ahhaa... But she still

enjoyed and sing with me till 5 plus and funny enough we were the last customer to leave.. lolzz...

Super tired when i reached home and i slept nt more than 6 hrs , and woke up to accompany my

granny to 'Bai nian'... My god went to 3 hses today and earned 4 ang baos ahahha... funny...

Was really shag out... i'm gonna stop here... Deep in thoughts and feeling emotional but nt gonna

mention it today... mentally and physically exhausted... nitey night....

心痛比快乐更真实

爱为何这样的讽刺

我忘了这是第几次

一见你就无法坚持

孤独比拥抱更真实

爱让人失去了理智

会不会是我太自私

拒绝更寂寞的日子

放不开也看不见未来

难道这种不完美

才是爱情真实的样子

Juz a random thought...

Labels: I'm out of your world, when is yours....

♥ Happiness in a nutshell
21:14

♥ Saturday, February 16, 2008

Down the memory lanes ♥

Happy Belated Valentine's Day!!!!

Morning, lolxxx.... Blogging at this time, omg... Super tired but cannot contain my superb

excitement ahaha, hence came up and blog... hee... I juz reached homey abt half an hour ago...

Correct guess for those who said Dragonfly.. lolxx... Yes!! I went Dragonfly once again to watch

and appreciate Charlie... As usual, it was my 2 besties, jiayi & qiuting who went wif me..=) We

arrived quite late though we reached fly ard 12am.. As usual super duper pack, ahaha... At first

we try nt to go str up to the rite front of the stage, but ended up beside my Vball seniors ahaha...

Bee & vin was at St james too but they were at boiler room instead, din get to meet up with

them... sad... Well, cuz too noisy at fly le, hence i missed bee's call and msgs... Sorry bee.. In the

end they went back already... Haa... Yeah, so happy charlie came dwn and took pic with us.. lol

Crazy me & qiuting, as usual jiayi is the pretty photographer ahaha... And this time, charlie

struck up a conversation with me... lol.. Wheeeezzzz.. Happy like a lark ahaha... Kidding nia...

Day-dreaming of me.... Anyway, nothing special juz went there to appreciate charlie ahaha, poor

jiayi gt to accomodate me and qiuting.... lolxxx.. But she gt her admirersSSSS too, and oso she

admired her cute guy singer which till now i still dunnoe his name ahaha.... not famous, but

quite handsome la.... wahaha.... Well well, nothing much to say, usual stuffs, drink abit and free

show everywhere, next time i muz bring Popcorns & nachos ahahah.... Okie let's talk abt V day,

didn't plan to go out de, but ended up meet up wif jiayi and qiuting.. We went to marina sq to eat

dinner, HANS ahaah... Den we went to bodyshop and carried out our shopping spree.. Thanks to

Ms ying.. ahaha.. And we waited for ying ying to off work, and then we went back home together.

That's abt all, nothing special and much.. Anything that could be considered special this is the

first time i celebrated with jiayi, qiuting and ying kind of.. haazz.... Enjoyed myself for both days,

contented yet emotional... But appreciating what i'm blessed with now... It's enough, never gonna

be greedy anymore... Okie say so much here's the main character ahaha the fotos... enjoy...

Buaiz buaiz, ciaoz... cheerio cheerio....

How i wished he's my Prince Charming.....

Thank you for all the wonderful time spent with me... Love ya loads...

Charlie!!! She shared the same sentiments with me.. lolzz

This is the proof that my vball senior went to fly every weekend... my gosh...

Labels: If i could turn back time...

♥ Happiness in a nutshell
05:29

♥ Monday, February 11, 2008

Down the memory lanes ♥

Holidays Over SOonn.....

Omg, My new year holidays is gonna be over in another 1 and half days time.... sad....=(

Holidays and rest or off days owaes pass in a blink of eye.... How nice it would be of the time

of fun to be longer than anything else.... Mankind are owaes greedy ahahha...Anyway, Chu 3's

1.30am in the morning i brought my younger sis, bro & my tutee *their cousin* haa to JP and

and watched the "AH LONG Pte LTd" movie... OMG, it was damn funny, and all my gers were

laughing till they nearly couldn't breathe.. The only one that did not laugh is gabriel, my bro..

Ahaha... cuz he couldn't really understand the show at his age, too chim for him le.. ahaha....

Well, basically and personally i felt that this movie, i really appreciate and admired Mark

Lee's acting skills, many cynical pple criticised this movie and the rating wasn't gd inmost

cases.. Frankly speaking, i really do can feel his effort in acting this movie and i can really say

it's worth the money and i would say it's a good movie that would leave an impression in my

mind.... Now my little devils, miss piggy she noes who she is ahaha, is bugging me to watch

CJ7 with her... and another devil who promised us to catch it with us is going to desert us and

watch the movie with her frens... and miss piggy said she's angry... ahaha.... so funny when

she told me the news... the way she said she was angry really tickled me... keke...Well, today i

din went Bai nian with my granny, cuz i couldn't find her, my mum too couldn't find her...

My granny owaes MIA, sometimes really do worries me.... Haizx... gonna say her when i see

her le... I wanna get her a hp for her but she refuses and said she dunno how to use hence gif

her oso no use.... it's quite true la, but really worrying when she can juz MIA for 1 whole day

esp when we called all the possible places she could be in and she's nt there.... This old woman

is owaes giving me jittery... Saturday, jiayi and qiuting couldn't make it to my hse, hence i

proceed to jess's hse for Mj session, sad enough i losted 120 bucks in total omg, it's the first

time i had played so big stakes in mj... shit... but anyway, i only gamble once a yr hopefully i

wld win recover back my losses next yr.. =) keep an open mind and heart....

I had an enjoyable night @ shufen's hse... We had steamboat for dinner and we really had

a long dinner haa.... It was really fun, when we prepared everything from scratch together

then we slack together after dinner and chit chat... it was great, really... I really missed those

days.... Those were really good old times and days.... We oso 'LO-Hei' together, haha.. it was

fun when michelle actually wanted every individual to say one auspicious phrase or words

everytime we poured something and to get 4 digits from the oranges we gt free from the

shop we bought the yu sheng from... and amazingly we gotten a miracle and unbelievable

number... OMG... As for wad the number is, it would be our secret and if i strike i wld

definately let u all noe ya ahhaha... Anyway, we chatted a fair bit of our future, and they gave

me some advice on choosing the correct school for my coming degree.. Well, gonna tk their

advice into consideration.... Well, alright we forgotten to tk pics and oso miss yeo said that

she's nt in a good condition to tk pics, lolz... Lame man... haazz.... But i'm really greatful for the

wonderful night they had given... I do missed the old times when i had my cny with 'Them'

I'm starting to appreciate life once again, and i'm gonna cherished everythings i've been

blessed with.. For those friendship i've lost, hopefully i wld be able to gain it back one fine day

if i had the chance to do so.... If not,i would bear it in mid to serve as a reminder and be

thankful and grateful i once had the chance to possess them... Life would be better if u keep

smiling... Alright stopping here.... Gonna get and slp and switch back to my normal routine tml

onwards le...

我很开心和欣慰你能找到幸福。。我真心的祝福你！！！

Labels: Keeping an Open Heart and Mind and i would be happier and simpler....

♥ Happiness in a nutshell
02:38

♥ Friday, February 8, 2008

Down the memory lanes ♥

Happy Lunar New Year !!!

Hello, been pretty busy preparing for chinese new the past 1 week hence didn't come in for

update.... Here's some updates.... Hopefully i won't bored u, as it gonna be a long entry, lolxx......

I went Dragonfly with jiayi

and qiuting for some drinking and chit chatting session.... Tot of going to eat Ding Tai Fung @ St

James powerstation there yet surprisingly it was gone and changed to this dunno wad wok

something restuarant... No choice as we 3 were on hunger pangs haha, we went in without much

thinking as we do not have much choices...

It was located exactly the same place where Ding Tai Fung used to be only difference was it

had became the Wok something din really bother abt the name too... The service was slow, and

the food wasn't great yet super ex.... Damn Bo Hua... Anyway, qiuting picked up the tab though

lol... haha....

We went on eating and sat there for abt 2 hrs haha... due to luffing and catching up den we

decided it was time to move into some drinking session le ahaha.... hence we went in to dragonfly

as i wanna hear charlie and celest sing.... But we went in though dragonfly and guessed wad it's

my first time ever that i actually paid cover charge to go in.. haa... i took a foto of it as

rememberance hehe....

This part is for qiuting.. haa... she bugged me to post... We went to MONO for drinks and

continue some chatting due to the noise we din manage to chat much though we were brought to

a quite cornered, peaceful corner ahaha.... then i sang 2 songs and we decided to go dwn for some

action... lolxx and my action means to hear charlie sang.. wahaha... And as usual i saw my vball

seniors... And we 3 stood and watched the live mini concert wahaha.. At first, qiuting and jiayi

couldn't recognised Charlie when he sang on stage, till i informed them... And then there was this

guy who sang and i dunno his name, jiayi and qiuting was mesmerised by him wahahaz... And

after waiting for the next performance, jiayi still prefers the handsome guy to charlie... But

Qiuting changed opinion ahaha and joined me in supporting charlie she was totally mesmerised

till the following monday while we were msn-ing she put the foto we took wif charlie wahah...

Crazy as we were, we stayed on till 5 plus in the morning lolx.... funny enough we forgot to

take pics though, and we decided to go and see again.... ahaha.. Saturday, i met up with cynthia

@ orchard for some last min shopping of new yr clothings... I forgot to tk pics with her once again

perhaps its bcuz i'm fat like a piggy now hence i dun wanna tk pics ahaha...well, shopped with her

ard 11 plus and waited for ray to come and fetched her before i proceed homey... And Sunday i

was home resting..

Monday, counting down to CNY ahaha... i worked one more day before my company closes

for the new year... I was on holiday mood throughout ahaha, i suppose my other colleagues were

too... hehe.. And yeah, tuesday i went for Acrylic Mani and Normal pedi @ the princess room

located at Holland V... thanks to jean's recommendation.... haa.. she went to do her nails a day b4

me as i couldn't make it to do the same day with her.... but well overall was nt bad... pics to be

shown later.. = ) and after that i went to Jurong west wet market to do some last min grocery

shopping with my family... After that i proceed to meet my father @ my uncle's hse @ Bukit

Panjang... I swear its gonna b the first and last time i wld ever tk LRT.. It was freaking scary

throughout the ride... Omg, i really cannot believed it, it was more torentous and terrifying den

taking those fun fair rides... Freakkkkkk..... After that i went to meet hua's and we proceed to

michael's hse for overnight gambling....

And Wednesday, CNY's eve i took my family and my granny to Thai village sharkfin's

resturant for reunion dinner... The food wasn't really up to my standard and guess wad it was a

whopping $788.60 my goodness thanks to service charge and GST.... Well, i have decided that

next yr i'm gonna go earlier instead of the actual day... xoxo.... Well, after the dinner i sent my

granny home and i proceed to my dad's hse to celebrate his bdae, bought a cake for him waited

him to blow off the candle before i proceed dwn to marina 'CHun dao he pan' with hua and baby tay

to meet the HIC peeps.... After walking ard for a while we decided to proceed to THE CATHAY

to watch KUNG FU DUNK by Jay Chou.... And we walked half an hr from marina to dohby ghaut

toking and strolling along the way ahaha.... quite fun and enjoyable though lol.... Didn't expect that

the cinema to be so quiet... Anyway i enjoyed the movie very much.... Jay Chou owaes live up to

my expectation and owaes given me surprises for his every pc of work... Thumbs up!!! =)))))

After the movie we proceed home, we went exhausted.... And i haben slp well for the past 3

days.... First day of New YR, i woke up @ 1 plus in the afternoon, thankfully my mum went to

temple and prayed first if nt i wld had to wake up earlier to go to my granny's hse and bai nian

le....

Was a busy day as well, i went to my granny's hse den to my big aunt's hse den to my big

uncle's hse den to my 3rd gugu's hse... Played mahjong with my cousin & 2 gugus till 6am in the morning before i dragged

my tired body back homey.... MY god, i had been home at this timing since monday... terrible...

And today i rejected all bai nians to rest my body and mind... damn damn tired.... And here i am

blogging a super duper long long post... ahhaa.... Tml is gonna b a busy day again.... i invited jiayi

and qiuting up to my hse and after that i gtg to jess's hse with jean for mj session... Sun gonna go

with my granny to her bro's hse.. i dunno how to type in english, i only noe its my granny's

younger brother.... lolx... and then 2 more rest days before back to work once again... how time

flies ya.... Dunnoe when ying wld be visiting my hse... I missed the days we all went hse visiting

together.... Will that day comes again???? Day-dreaming again.... Alright, gtg le... tired after

typing so much..... haa....

Labels: Fortune and Blessings to be with all my loved ones., Good Luck, Health

♥ Happiness in a nutshell
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