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♥GerNice Lim♥.

♥ Breathing till date, 25yrs

♥ a day to cRy, 29 Aug

♥ Status, freely

♥ Starsign, Virgo

♥ That Cravings



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♥ Successful future

♥ A Guardian Angel

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♥ HongKong Retreat

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♥ a plasma TV & soundsystem

♥ a place of my own

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♥ More Money

♥ More beauty products

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♥ Tuesday, April 20, 2010

Down the memory lanes ♥

劉若英-我不想念



某一個晚上 某閣樓 微微燈光
某個人 默默關上 某心房 某扇窗
跟沒有人 說晚安
夜 從前從來沒這麼長
床 荒涼的就像沒有邊疆
失眠 是枕頭之上無盡的流浪
天 永遠不亮
我不想念 不想念 他模樣
我不想念 他肩膀 輕擁著我肩膀
我不想念 他吻著我臉龐
把永遠說成一顆糖
某空港 某車站 某個下一站
某一扇車窗 某風景 喚醒惆悵
某南方 搖搖晃晃 某海洋 某艘船
誰沒妄想 有天堂
當 人活成了一棵仙人掌
掌 心的淚卻還是滾燙
每當 撫摸那些天真致命傷
恨 不能健忘
我不想念 不想念 他模樣
我不想念 他肩膀 輕擁著我肩膀
我不想念 他吻著我臉龐
把永遠說成一顆糖
我不想念 不想念 那時光
那些快樂 和悲傷 卻總在我身旁
我只愿長夜將盡天快亮
讓想念的歌不再唱
我只愿長夜將盡天快亮
讓想念的歌不再唱
讓想念的歌不再傷
讓想念的歌不要再唱

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♥ Happiness in a nutshell
00:42

♥ Monday, April 19, 2010

Down the memory lanes ♥


Bits and Pieces

I have bid goodbye to my old workplace and moved over to a new one recently... Well, so far so good i'm working hard and happily as much as i can.. But somehow felt that i am under utilise for this moment.. haha.. It's been almost 2 weeks since i started work... Am a happy ger there for now.. That's Human isn't it... When you're overloaded you complained non stop and blurt out all grievances you had in your heart.. After a change and the pace is slightly slower, you complained of nothing to do.. CONTRADICTING!!!... lolxx...

But i'm more or less contented for now.. picking up slightly fast and my head is quite satisfied for now.. Hopefully things will turn out well and there'll be progression soon enough... I'll work hard... Well, some updates of my life... 16 Apr 2010, the day i'm so looking forward to, failed me.. Cause i FAILED my TP.. =( saddened... Quite a pity that i failed, overly anxious and pressured till my mind's a blank.. Shit... But well, gained an experience and i work hard to pass the next round.. Never GIVE UP.. hahhaa... And met up with Jiayi.. Finally after so long, wanted Ting to be around too but she's all cooped up with the married life you see.. hahaha...

Everytime i met up with my dear gal, Jiayi she never failed to give me some enlightenment here and there and always set me thinking again... hahaha... This is what i like about having meetups with old old friend.. At some point of time, we learnt from each other as we're all going through different stages of life though of similar or same age.. Some progress faster, some slower... I'm at the slower stages, hence hearing life stories example and sharing life experiences.. W e gain a chance to look at life with a different perspective... And you only will hear true and sincere comments of you from the ones that treat you sincerely as friend.. I'm glad i still have some left thought i lost 2... But that does not defeat me.. Because i still believe that one day when we look back.. I had learnt so much from the experiences i've been through and the lessons learnt from those i lost.. Hopefully one day just one day, i'll have the chance to regain the once lost friendships and learnt more as i move on day by day in life...
Jiayi reminded me of the WANTS vs The NEEDS.... This made me ponder and venture into this topic... Because i mentioned about moving out as my sibilings are all growing up rapidly as time passed... I cannot be having the room by myself as Gabriel is a guy, he needs to live alone as he grows older... Well, i admit i'm still immature for this as i want my own personal space and want to live in the room by myself without sharing with anyone.. For this point i admit i WANT and i'm abit selfish in this sense... I still cannot come to terms with me losing this only personal space that i owned for twenty over years... Sorry gal... hehe.. after thoughts i still can't bear to lose this little space of my own.. But i believe this would prompt me to work harder in achieving my financial freedom and to own a space truly of my own.... =)

There's one part which i couldn't help but agree with Jiayi and that is my perspective of future.. I hate to admit this but i had indeed shut my door from Relationship Love and had plans only for an individual, ME. I have not forsee that one day i might met another "the One" to come into my life.. Because of my closure of my heart, my plans for the next 5 years only focus on myself living alone and not fantasizing of getting married... I would be lying if i said i don't want someone to lean on.. I yearn for it sometimes especially when i recalled those memories which i only allowed myself to thought of it occasionally so as not to go emo-ing again... Maybe i haven't meet the one yet, but i didn't consider the possibility of me meeting one...

Seriously, i've been single for around 3 years, had infatuations of unrealistic pinning to facing the reality that i just ain't keen in having one... This is one part that i did open myself to.. I am open to the ideas of meeting new friends and guys but i ended up in being just friends with them.. And also considering the fact that i'm a FAT but Happy ger now of course physically attraction i had already lost to many of the young mei meis out there.. hahaha.. Where would guys be bother to venture to my inner character??? hahaha... Well, this doesn't really bother me, as long as i see all my friends i kept in my heart found happiness i'll be heartily contented and happy for them... That's enough for the time being... Maybe i had find some contentment in one way or another.. But will ponder on more till i reach a conclusion, because i believe that LOVE this thingy, the more you pursue, the more it will eludes you... Maybe just maybe.. hahaha...

Will go into this once i reached a conclusion.. Let time tells... lolzz... Nitey..






最亲爱的-梁文音

没开口问的 你忐忑反驳
从你的语气里听懂了
不自然的歉疚代表什麽
前座的线索 忍住的颤抖
还想揣摩如果开往他的门口
谎你会怎麽说
最亲爱的最後最远离了
最美好的最後最是痛了
我宁愿你是对的
伤人地拉扯 不如哭着自由
最亲爱的最後最遗憾了
最该走的最後最难转身
我真的被爱过了
你才要我先割舍 不是吗 亲爱的
越是抱紧你 越感受裂缝
最害怕的终於成真了
决定却比想像中还沉重
我多想相信 你也不舍得
否则那些陌生简讯声震动了
你怎麽还没走
最亲爱的最後最远离了
最美好的最後最是痛了
我宁愿你是对的
伤人地拉扯 不如哭着自由
最亲爱的最後最遗憾了
最该走的最後最难转身
我真的被爱过了
你才要我先割舍 不是吗 亲爱的
最亲爱的最後最远离了
最美好的最後最是痛了
我宁愿你是对的
伤人地拉扯 不如哭着自由
最亲爱的最後最遗憾了
最该走的最後最难转身
我真的被爱过了
你才要我先割舍 不是吗 亲爱的

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♥ Happiness in a nutshell
23:18

♥ Saturday, April 10, 2010

Down the memory lanes ♥


Numbness

Just some random thoughts running through my mind now.. I haven't been more unfeeling towards everything i heard or seen before... Sometimes, things just ain't the way it picture itself, but before you even come to terms with it... Things happened and it often caught you spot on and you wouldn't even have time to even think about it....

Somehow i'm kinda immune and numb to all these emotional stuff, i don't want to face it neither do i want to get involve.. But things often don't go the way you want it to, but definately the way you mostly don't want it... what a joke.. Is heaven's trying to play a joke on me? i guess probably true... People always said there's no smooth sailing life and life full of ups and downs.... but when you had already experienced more DOWNS then ups... you definately have a clearer picture of how should you portray your outlook of life...

Continue being negetive will only create MORE downs... having a positive outlook might have been a better way to live life.... Life's short, take things easier maybe it'll prolong your life.. haha.... wishingful thinking... I don't know what i am ranting on for, i just felt that in life there are so many decisions to be made and think for.. but once decisions gone wrong, you would have to bear the responsibility be it the consequences.. Everybody deserves a second chance, to live with your mistakes and learnt from them....

Just some rubbish comments... i just wanna rant on for fun because in my heart i just felt unbalance somehow here nor there.. just cannot describe those feelings in words....

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♥ Happiness in a nutshell
00:13

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Down the memory lanes ♥


郭美美 二人同行





勇气带加上宽容
在加无止境溜光的等候
以为这些付出等于美好结果
你却说凭什么

我相信你爱护我
只是爱没有想像中的多
对天空的辽阔来说云算什么
你不会懂我渺小得多宽容

* 爱你不重我要自己不要放开手
不痛不痛 心却独自跳的好寂寞
幸福那个一个美梦 是二人同行才有
你渐渐缺席让我悲叹在未来的入口

# 爱你不重尽管我无力再向前走
不痛不痛 就算辛苦得震耳欲聋
爱你我爱到最后 剩回忆这个朋友
爱情从二人同行变成我一个 默默后承受

我想过很多以后 幻想过快乐也愉悦心痛
爱就像是偏执的风 改雾悬空
只问前进忘了要怎么降落

爱你不重
不痛不痛 就算辛苦得震耳欲聋
爱你我爱到最后 剩回忆这个朋友
爱情从二人同行变成我一个 默默后承受

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♥ Happiness in a nutshell
00:07

♥ Friday, April 2, 2010

Down the memory lanes ♥

Personally, I HEART her songs so much.... Sharing them...



A-Lin ~ 现在我很幸福




A-Lin以前，以後




A-Lin - 分手需要練習的





Alin - 失戀無罪




ALin-愛請問怎麼走





A-Lin - 今晚你想念的人是不是我




aLin - 做我自己




ALIN-换季



ALin - 難得


♥ Happiness in a nutshell
03:10

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Down the memory lanes ♥





To all my dearest Friends,
ANYONE WANNA KEEP ME??? Lolxx...
Let's all grow old together and nothing else to change our friendship..



S.H.E-收留我

你说他像情圣眼睛亮晶晶
但是他在心里藏着秘密
更别提他一喝酒就会发神经
不懂珍惜你对她的真心
除了纪念还是这些问题每次总在才在他的心情
臭男生不成长女生伤心
如果他永远不听永远就是解救多一个老小姐
好怕到最后孤零零
等你收留我那又怎么样
难道我会让你淋雨
就算没有另一半 也有好朋友
一起唱歌做伴发呆
好姐妹好自由
当你收留我 嘿耶~
但是你不见他全身不对劲
盯太紧又怕他不能呼吸
你早已陷进去他像你的遥控器
就好像被判了无期徒刑
除了纪念还是这些问题每次总在才在他的心情
说了不听都是你自己有病
如果他真的没有肩膀就置身我们陪你一起扛
不怕到最后赖定你
等你收留我那又怎么样
难道我会让你哭泣
就算变成老太婆 也是好朋友
一起看书跳舞shopping
好姐妹好快乐
等你收留我守来幸福(你好幸福)
让我们盖着民宿
不当公主就开心当村姑
不再孤独不认输
等你收留我那又怎么样(拜托~)
难道我会让你淋雨
就算没有另一半 也有好朋友
一起唱歌做伴发呆
等你收留我那又怎么样
难道我会让你哭泣
就算变成老太婆 也是好朋友
一起看书跳舞shopping
好姐妹好快乐
等你收留我


♥ Happiness in a nutshell
02:45

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Down the memory lanes ♥

朋友聚会吵闹的快乐
在她们离开以后变稀薄
走路回家 回像山洞的窝
突然渴望有人 能来接我
泡著热水在浴室赖著
思念却也被滚烫冒烟了
最后的简讯 看到能背了
多久没有再联络 一想还是痛

少了一个人宠爱我
朋友的爱 成分就是不同
最难过 是笑著面对被羡慕自由
练很久的成熟 也快遮掩不住寂寞

妈妈在电话裏挂念我
上次欲言又止她还记得
喜欢装没事 其实最累了
但我清楚很多事 哭了也没用

少了一个人拥抱我
那种拥抱能够忘了所有
两个人 就算下雪后赤脚逆著风
也不觉得冰冻 还笑得比阳光 炽热

少了一个人懂得我
能够体会我倔强又脆弱
不记仇 温柔原谅我情绪太波动
用泪光舍不得
融化我累积的 寂寞

很固执 无条件爱我从来没变过
在大吵的时候 会抱著我 沉默 不动





♥ Happiness in a nutshell
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