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GerNice Lim.

♥ Breathing till date, 25yrs

♥ a day to cRy, 29 Aug

♥ Status, freely

♥ Starsign, Virgo

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♥ A Degree

♥ Successful future

♥ A Guardian Angel

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♥ To Slim Down by OCT 2010!!!!!!

♥ HongKong Retreat

♥ Taiwan Retreat

♥ Japan Retreat

♥ Korea Retreat

♥ Europe Retreat

♥ a plasma TV & soundsystem

♥ a place of my own

♥♥hearts more of♥♥

♥ More self Pampering Treats

♥ More Clothes, Shoes, bags, accessories

♥ More Money

♥ More beauty products

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♥ More self confidence

♥ More younger & pretty always, lolxx =D

♥ More of a little in everything

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Saturday, April 18, 2009

Down the memory lanes ♥


礼物


女人都渴望归属


可是热情怎样保持温度


眼泪是快乐的附属


却又让我驯服


终於一天看清楚


能够爱过痛过也算幸福


这一路的旅途


风光明媚 还是绝路


都是昨天笑忘书




每个人都有一份礼物


就是为另外一个人付出


没经历过挥之不去的痛苦


不懂珍惜手中的礼物


每个熟悉的哀乐喜怒


藏在心里最温暖的深处


王子公主谁能逃得过痛苦


能够勇敢爱下去是最好的礼物
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终於一天看清楚


能够爱过痛过也算幸福


这一路的旅途


风光明媚 还是绝路


都是昨天笑忘书




每个人都有一份礼


就是为另外一个人付出


没经历过挥之不去的痛苦


不懂珍惜手中的礼物


每个熟悉的哀乐喜怒


藏在心里最温暖的深处




王子公主谁能逃得过痛苦


能够勇敢爱下去是最好的礼物


今天我已经领悟


今天就是礼物就是为另外一个人付出


没经历过挥之不去的痛苦


不懂珍惜手中的礼物


每个熟悉的哀乐喜怒


藏在心里最温暖的深处


王子公主谁能逃得过痛苦


能够勇敢爱下去是最好的礼物


今天我已经领悟


今天就是礼物



错过

以为只看小说

就能看到爱的颜色

这算是什么生活

我们留在自己的沙漠

开始魂不守舍

等待时间流过>

如果你像天气

总对我不冷也不热

我不能选择沉默

爱情只是个泡沫

脆弱的一戳即破

你要好好把握

错过 我们都有过错

在幸福的角落

还要再奢求什麽

直到一天

遗憾开出它的花朵

谁都会明白

从前才是最快乐

错过 上天都有过错

创造悲欢离合

要我们承担结果

每一个人是另一个人的景色

在寂寞的时候

什么比爱更赤裸裸

在寂寞的时候

什么比爱更赤裸裸

在寂寞的时候

什么比爱更赤裸裸

This 2 songs are by Gigi Leung's latest album... i fell in love with the lyrics cuz i felt that it is really true.. hope you all would like it too... Go and listen ba.... Besides the 2 above there is another one by Ah-Lin, i would also like to introduce,
难得 .. The lyrics are very nice as well, you all know i love emo songs.. hehe... enjoy... ciaozz



我还记得 我挽着你的手
天冷时候 一起躲在棉被中
那时我们不害怕犯错
那时以为天空多辽阔
朋友都说 你後来变真多
总是避谈 纯真坦白那时候
体贴的人 不再追问我
只说你也有梦 他也有梦

虽然难得 不必心痛
我以为我成熟 以为从此就自由
我尝试着快乐 快乐却不陪着我
爱没有回来了 你已经离开我
回忆紧紧缠着我 像当初不肯放手
我以为我成熟 以为我能好好过
我尝试着堕落 当我想你的时候
爱不会回来了 你已经离开我
却一直住在我心中

如果傻傻的承诺
现在还在一起吗
情侣龃龉常常有
如果寂寞的时候
已经学会去推托
他也有梦 我也有梦
这样的爱实在难得


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Happiness in a nutshell
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Down the memory lanes ♥


Moving On??!!


Hola~~ Back again and ranting on.. lolxx.... Last week was Good Friday, PH and i definately had a crazy weekend without much rest.... Last Thursday, caught Fast & Furious 4 with Cynthia and her frens.. Woo, Vin Diesel & Paul Walker was damn handsome & Suave.. hehe.. love them... Hearing the hip hop & R & B songs make me wanna dance & have a sudden craving for Butter Factory.... keke...




this Car is damn Chiozz....


Fast & Furious 4



Vin Diesel & Paul Walker.. WHeexxxxx * Screamsss* lolx...




Good Friday itself is a busy full day for me... i woke up at almost 8am to get ready and went to pray my Brother for "Qing Ming" @ Mandai.... The step-dad drove my mum & i there, tok alot to my beloved demised brother in my mind... Missed him alot, realised how times flew past... it's been 11 yrs since he left us.... Reached home 12plus, bath & rush out to meet Bin, Bee & Ke Bin @Bugis for KTV... No pics for the day cuz no camera... lolss.. But had lotsa of fun singing..... Had Steamboat dinner with Bee & Kebin @ La Mei Zi.... We had 3 different soup base each, lol this is the funny & oso our first time... Chicken soup for me, Tom Yam for Bee & Hero Ke bin took Ma La ( xiao La) oso make his lips swollen le... lolx... But he said it's super shiok la, well believed him man... lolxx...




Talked about everything under the sun... left for dessert @ Ji de Chi and Ke bin treat us for that.. haa... Then proceed to walk around Bugis, went into this new shopping mall beside bugis Village.... Very big, gave the impression of The Cathay, oh i heard that watch movie @ the new cineplex is only$6 all day... i guess for a short promotion period only, not sure for that.... Nothing much in it yet, probably due to we went in quite late... And then we all proceed to St James, Mono to celebrate Kai Qing's bdae.....Singing again, and it definately proves that i can't be a singer cuz i lost my voice at the end of the night... This year was quite a gathering it would be better if Shu Fen & Jia Hui were with us, hehe... With Kun han & Ching Guan in the house.. Guan's mad at us cuz we all didn't msg him. keke.... But it was fun la, Bee's Fren Junxiong, Eng Chuan & gang were at Boilers....i didnt join them as i am with Huishan they all.. Qing's as usual drunk & all her vulgar came out in sentence... lolx.. had a reallly fun night with them... Bee run around both places.. lol.. We were damn tired, but overall was good, Bee couldn't wait till we end and i felt bad cuz she ended up going home alone... SOrry Bee.... Forgive me...




Despite the tiredness, but i am glad i went.... Cuz Shan's getting married next year's Jan... Very very happy for her... she's the 2nd to get hitched after Shu Fen.. =) It's always nice to hear and see your frens moving towards a new phrase of life... hehe... some pictures for you to see... =)) Also, it's been so long since i last saw Kunhan, missed him so much when i saw him that night... I realise that, everyone's grew up and had their own lifes... Missed the old days terribly much...




In one Room.. lolxx







Toast & Cheers to our Friendship.. 84 batch..



SQS Vballerss




Shuqunians happy family....



May this scene lasts...



Saturday, i slept till late noon.. Went Movie with Hua... She treated me lol, cuz she won mahjong...keke... We watched Shinjuku's Incident by Jackie Chan, hua said that she wanna watched a show with a blast to get the value for money... lolx.... It was nice, it's the first time i saw Jackie Chan die during the last scene & he's the bad cum good guy... haha..... I had watched his movies since i was like 10 yrs old? over the 15 years, i only watched him being the good guy & the hero that saves the day.. this is the first time i saw him being beaten up, keke... It's totally new & refreshing... Thumbs up for Jackie Chan, i can say it is really a commerating movie of his life.... Besides that i must say that the whole plot was awesome.. Especially the scene of Daniel Wu's hand being cut off with a spade in the " Gao La" wok.. Omg, powerful sia that scene....hehe..



After that went Butter Factory with Kun Han, Guan together with Cynthia & frens to satisfy my cravings for Butter Factory... It had moved house already from clarke Quay to One Fullerton... Had 2 sides this time, much bigger.. One side called Bump ( R & B Hip hop) another side called Fash ( Electro music). The designs were good and artistically creative, and dramas alot.. lol got a guy being smashed by btl on his head being escot out by lotsa of security guard and blood dripping everywhere.. even guan's shirt is being tainted, lol.. so heng right guan.. keke... Then another drama scene, 2 frens , i gana slap crying & making a scene and din outside the toilet... Best part, chiong into my toilet hard and fast once i opened my door & slam it on my back, 2 seconds slower that's it i am gone.. lol.... Really piece of shit... Arghzz.... felt like the music wasn't good enough... dunno is the DJ not good enough or i just wasn't really in the mood haha.. guess that's it ba...





Went home ard 3 plus.. slept at 5 woke up at 8.30am for beach vball... It was damn fun dat day, too bad no camera... hehe... Found out that one of them is actually my perfect guy criteria... but too bad younger and also he won't be interested in me this old maid de... lolxx.... the weather was great... loved it though i still become tan afterwards... dot dot.. the sun block isn't really good enough.. arghzzz... Had Dinner with Junxiong, Frank ( Jx's Fren), Hua, Ying & Bee at Suntec's foodcourt, went to look for Hua as she wanna pass me things.. hehe thanks to Bee Bee, she brought us there... another reason is bcuz of a secret share among us.. keke.. After dinner, bought egg tarts & chit chat awhile, den we proceed home... Tired...


Past one week, Lost my beautiful voice, lolzz *puiz* had sore throat throughout till now not yet fully recover.. i need Herbal Tea, any kind soul..?? lolzz ...heard some good and bad news from Bala... Ray & Cyn broke up le, haiz.... Love this thing really is very complicated and heartbreaking,but well fate doesn't allows hence no choice... Glad that Sabrina's & Ivan is getting hitched... and best part i am invited to their wedding.... gonna slim down more by June no matter how... work hard... hehe.. And oso Roy's proposal is sucessful.. He's getting married haha so happy for him, once he lost hope in love, and now finally found his true love... yeah... that's about all....


Having a dilemma at this moment, dunnoe to move on or not... Was being intro a job by Jes, and the pay and everything's quite attractive... But i had second thoughts about it, partly because my current boss treats me very well, din really want to move on.. but the pay's not paying very well.... i have talked abt it with my close frens, they all encouraged me to go for the interview and take up the offer if i am selected.... Cuz it's not too good to be in a comfort zone too long, oso it's for my own good and i get to learn new and more things....


I have accepted the interview, everything will only be finalise after Monday.... Moving forward for my own benefits or should i stay for my boss to help her... Relationships VS Money... Which one should i go for, i realise i am still very emotional when comes to making this kind of decisions.... Shall take things one step at a time... Last night went gege's hse play a round of mahjong, shit lost 24 bucks.. going to get scolding from Ying again... i should had slp through and not wake up... then won't lose money.. Arghzz..


Yeah.. tml going to tour Sentosa cum Picnic with Hua, Hanwen, Gege & Bao gege... Ying's on pending status.. she's seems troubled, unhappy & feeling down, but guess she's not ready to let me noe as yet.. More or less i guess it revolves around the same topic... Ying, Be happy ya, i wld support u no matter wad...


Alright, gotta go... it's been a very very long entry.. even i am tired already... lolx.... Byess.. tk care all.. signing off..

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Saturday, April 4, 2009

Down the memory lanes ♥

Randomness of recent affairsSsss~~



We have just held a mini belated celebration for the Mar babies, Qibin & Nihui @ Lot One... Haa, gave them a small pressie of our gesture hope they both like the pressie and would remind of us when they use the pressie... But we definately not encouraging u both to light up more okiesss... =PppPP


Chat, laugh alot and reminacing of the old times were indeed memorable and fun... It really remind us of the good old times.... Met 2 so-called special appearance Shuqunites.. lol.. Met Huizi & Quan Feng, but only wave of hi & bye... Then they quickly proceed on to wherever they wanna go to.... hehe



Besides that, went Beach last weekend oso, supposedly to be only 4 of us, but we met some Shuqunites again.. hahaha.. Ying's & Bee's mutual frens, chuan huat, yong jian & Zhuang hao they all.. hehe... ended up become a very fun outing, thanks to Yong Jian.. And i played until i sprained my knee & toe.. hehe... Lousy me.. lol.... I couldn't help but admit i am really old liao.. Sian.. No!! No !! No !! i wanna be forever Young.. lol... * Self-Denial*


Other than that, celebrated Jess's Belated Bdae together with Shujun @ Alps Cafe... The place was quite cosy, the food soso only... hahaha.. Supposedly to have 12 Degrees dining experience but we didnt feel it.. lol.. have a crazy night with Boozes & games... hehe...




Also, took full day leave together with Ying and we went singing @ Clementi Kbox... Hehe... have lots of fun singing but definately not enough... we need more... hahaha.. but i'm super broke...


Finally watch movie with Hua again... hehe, we watched Mall Cop ~ Paul Blaut... it was funny, comical and definately encouraging.... Go catch it for a good laugh too ya... hehe.. thumbs up...





Recently I am deeply in love with this new Taiwanese Drama... Very touching, though there is China Actress, but i think she's pretty.. And Yan Cheng Xu, Jerry is super handsome... His acting improves alot... Also, partly because i fell in love with the song too... It is super touching.... Go watch too.. highly recommendable.. hehe... Here's the lyrics for you... I love the song and lyrics.. u noe me, owaes affected by Emo songs... hehe..









我只是想要幸福 - 苏永康




因为世界有个你



给我呼吸的勇气



就算泪光模糊了一切



在我心中依然美丽



生命最美的奇迹



原来就是与你相遇



是你握住我手心



去面对风和雨



把结局交给上帝决定



我只是想要幸福



用一生努力追逐



让星光带路



不管多无助



每一步都铭心刻骨



我只是想要幸福



为了爱不怕豪赌



我不会认输



我不愿让步



守在你身边再多苦



我都已满足



生命最美的奇迹



原来就是与你相遇



是你握住我手心



去面对风和雨



把结局交给上帝决定



我只是想要幸福



用一生努力追逐让星光带路



不管多无助



每一步都铭心刻骨

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Happiness in a nutshell
18:25






Down the memory lanes ♥


ThoughtsSss~~

My Blog has become a space for me to vent out my emotions.. There are certain things i have no wish to rake it up to anyone's face.. not even to mention telling them how i actually feels... I am definately happy for my frens whom have found their other or achieved certain goals or dreams of their life... However, it is somehow in me that i couldn't persuade myself to go over the hurdle to the other path.. It is still affecting me as much as i am trying to walk out of it..

All these while, i am spending lots of time with pple whom i loved.... going out with them made me so happy yet somehow awkward in another way.. Taking the belated celebration for Nihui & Qibin... i couldn't stop myself from feeling tat there is certainly awkwardness between me and Nihui... and this is the truth, somehow things did happened... and i am already very contented that she's forgiving enough to still see me... i didn't thought that i would still have the chance.. therefore i cherished it more than ever...

Last night, i just dreamt of him once again... all these while, ever since Yee left the country for her studies, the scenarios in my dreams is always the same.... it's been the revolving around the same topic & pple.... And my dreams just keep repeating itself all over again... sometimes i am really afraid of sleeping... not running away from reality, but dreaming of it, really just reminds me of all the pains which i am trying very hard to escape from.... I do not wish to keep going through experiencing the pain all over again and again...

But what else can i do to stop the dreams from coming back.. somehow it made me believe one phrase which my fren mentioned...

" Not all scars can fade, not all pain goes away, not all wounds can heal when it is hidden deep inside you.."

I can't help but felt the same way she does.... My face wouldn't show the scars, wounds & pain, bcuz life has to go on.... the only difference, are you living it happily....

with the days that is getting nearer and nearer that Hua is leaving the country too... the worse torment, she would live quietly without us sending her off.... She just wanna leave the country quietly and at peace... I respsect her decision, bcuz i knew that she does not want teary goodbyes and not want us to see her missed this place called home....

All i could do is to spend as much time with her as i could and also respecting her decision, tat's all within all my means that i could do for her... And i know she definately capable in taking care of herself over there... For my future birthdays, it would not be the same anymore, cuz she would be there to celenbrate for me.. I would never ever ever forget her, be it the long dist.. I would save up and go over to find her whenever i could... In my heart, there would owaes be a place for her... Thank you, Hua.... My Best best tele-pathy pal.... i'll miss you indefinately.... A song for Hua... with my best wishes...

我想要的美好
明知永远到不了
给你一个微笑
但愿你明了
想念已经太美丽
因为曾经拥有你
虽然下颗流星
也要灿烂你的心
答应你我会努力呼吸
让世界知道我多爱你
就算用尽所有力气
留给你最幸福的回忆
答应我好好珍惜自己
让我们毫不遗憾离去
泪光化成满天星星守着你
答应你我会努力呼吸
让世界知道我多爱你
就算用尽所有力气
留给你最幸福的回忆
答应我好好珍惜自己
让我们毫不遗憾离去
泪光化成满天星星守着你
一闪一闪亮晶晶
那是我在对你眨眼睛

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Happiness in a nutshell
17:45