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♥ That Storyteller


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♥GerNice Lim♥.

♥ Breathing till date, 25yrs

♥ a day to cRy, 29 Aug

♥ Status, freely

♥ Starsign, Virgo

♥ That Cravings



♥ A Degree

♥ Successful future

♥ A Guardian Angel

♥ Pass my Car License

♥ Lasik Surgery

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♥ Dreams & Wishes come true

♥ To Slim Down by OCT 2010!!!!!!

♥ HongKong Retreat

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♥ Korea Retreat

♥ Europe Retreat

♥ a plasma TV & soundsystem

♥ a place of my own

♥♥hearts more of♥♥

♥ More self Pampering Treats

♥ More Clothes, Shoes, bags, accessories

♥ More Money

♥ More beauty products

♥ More knowledge, wits & experience

♥ More self confidence

♥ More younger & pretty always, lolxx =D

♥ More of a little in everything

♥ Chitty Chatty



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♥ Wednesday, May 5, 2010

Down the memory lanes ♥


Utterly Utterly Disappointed!!!

I'm so freaking pissed off, saddened, disappointed.. all the unbalance emotions you name it i have it... I'm furious, very very furious that it upset me so much so that my mother and i can't sleep well and had to rely on sleeping pills to get to sleep... So much so much that i can't make myself to understand the feeling of my Granny when she signed or placed her right thumb on the paper...

WHY, WHY does it has to be you, the uncle that i had the utmost respect for since young.. How could you bear to do this? How can you do this to Granny and most outrageous that you DARE to hide it from all of us...!!! Is Money really that important to you, since young you're the most THE MOST SENSIBLE AND KIND-HEARTED.. What's gotten into you to have made this decision that i cannot bring myself to forgive you for... No matter who instigated you to do this.. your decision has utterly made me felt so disgusted that i actually thought you ARE the most fillial one son that Granny could count on... And yet this actually happened..

I hate it, seriously i hate it so much so that Granny still had to side on you when i can see how sad she is... Don't come and tell me that Granny do it willingly, she had just mentioned it to me 2 weeks ago that she wouldn't ever remove her name from the owner's category.. And 2 weeks later she changed her mind for something that had been inputted into her for almost 20 over years.. Don't come and expect me to believe... Using buttocks and think, we knew what's your next step to expect and come... How long more could Granny live? Don't come and tell me that you can't jolly wait for that few months or years?????? What the hell....

Why do things had to turn out this way?? I don't understand.. How can you do this.. I'm freaking more don't understand the meaning of FAMILY to you anymore.. It's your actions that made us cannot agree with YOU... Don't come and tell me that you had a clear conscience, which i believe you don't... If you really do, why do you have to hide it FROM ALL OF US.... No It's not, you're just bear selfish.. So selfish that no matter what you do in the future i would agree upon.. the disappointment and the disturbed mind that i'm having now cannot made me felt at peace.. I just cannot forgive this time... No matter what reasons you had, doing this way just disgusted me so much so much... The thought of it hurts me so much.. I cannot bring myself to believe it not even saying to call you uncle if i see you ever again.. You better not let me see you... I don't know what i'll do.... Trust me for that, i'm hopping mad and still had to pretend that i knew nothing and seeing Granny lie in the hospital bed helplessly... SHE IS YOUR GOD-DAMN MOTHER FOR CHRIST SAKE... If she didn't brought you up, can you get married and have kids.. yet this is how you REPAY HER by EYEING on the only PROPERTY that's on her name?????????? I HATE YOU, uncle.... I HATE you.. It's been so long that i had used such strong word on someone.. you made me use it..

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