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♥ That Storyteller


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♥GerNice Lim♥.

♥ Breathing till date, 25yrs

♥ a day to cRy, 29 Aug

♥ Status, freely

♥ Starsign, Virgo

♥ That Cravings



♥ A Degree

♥ Successful future

♥ A Guardian Angel

♥ Pass my Car License

♥ Lasik Surgery

♥ Good Health

♥ Dreams & Wishes come true

♥ To Slim Down by OCT 2010!!!!!!

♥ HongKong Retreat

♥ Taiwan Retreat

♥ Japan Retreat

♥ Korea Retreat

♥ Europe Retreat

♥ a plasma TV & soundsystem

♥ a place of my own

♥♥hearts more of♥♥

♥ More self Pampering Treats

♥ More Clothes, Shoes, bags, accessories

♥ More Money

♥ More beauty products

♥ More knowledge, wits & experience

♥ More self confidence

♥ More younger & pretty always, lolxx =D

♥ More of a little in everything

♥ Chitty Chatty



♥ Expressionists


♥ Mesmerises ♥
♥ Memories


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♥ My Emotions song ♥


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♥ Friday, October 31, 2008

Down the memory lanes ♥

Happy Halloween~!~!~


I seldom sleep so late, just finished my conversation with USA and China's counterpart.

I am happy and satisfied in a way that my superior gave me the chance to make decisions and also to learn the ropes. However, i still lack some courage and self-confidence. i am afraid of making the wrong decisions and would implicate my superior.


Anyway, i'm very tired, haven't slept well due to the time difference of USA and us. Hence, have been slping real late for the past 4 days. Pandan eyes is all coming back, haha... Today is his birthday, i don't feel anything i particular only wanting to wish him ' Happy Birthday and all the best for him' Not feeling down or emo, no special feelings, only thinking of if i wished him personally would that feels weird... The lesson is harsh and painful, but i suppose if i lost more than i gain... Even if the relationship is still on, it won't be good for me...


By the way, i came across this song and i fell in love with it, the song lyrics is full of meaning, instead of bringing sadness, it brought me a tingle of happiness because i do think that it is very true... I am working hard, trying my very best to come out of it.... And i deserve to treat and love myself better.... It acts as a form of encouragement to me... 1st Nov 08 is coming, i am feeling very nervous, not because i am afraid of the ridicule that i am so fat now, but the thought of being able to see her though she would treat me as stranger but i'm still happy... A little bit mixture of fear, but as i have promised myself i can't run from it always but to face it up bravely...

Happy Halloween once again & enjoy!! I'm very tired, resting now, nitey night.... =)))))

Happy Belated bdae, Joyce & Cynthia, though i had wished you both le.. wahaha.. * Mentally unsound, haa*


It's been the longest winterwithout you


I didn't know where to turn to

See somehow i can't forget you

After all that we've been through

Going ,Coming

Thought i heard a knock

Thinking that (I deserve it)

Now i have realised that i really didn't knooOooOw

If you didn't notice

You mean everything(quickly I'm learning)

To love again (all i know is)

i'm be oooOook

Thought i couldn't live without you

It's going to hurt when it heals too

Oh yeaah(It'll All get better in time)

Even though i really love you

I'm gonna smile because i deserve tooOooh

(It'll all get better in time)

I could of turned on the TV

Without something that would remind me

Was it all that easy?

To just put us out your feeling

If i'm dreamin

Don't want to let it(hurt my feelings)

But that's the past (i believe it)

And i know that, time will heal it

If you didn't notice

Well you mean everything(quickly i'm learning)

Oooh turn up again (All i know is)

I'm be ok

Thought i couldn't live without you

It's gonna hurt when it heals too

Oooh yeah(It'll all get better in time)

Even though i really love you

I'm gonna smilebecause i deserve too ooh

(It'll all get better in time)

Since there's no more you and me

(No more you and me)

This time i let you go so i can be free

And Live my life how it should be

(No No No No No No)

No matter how hard it is

I will be fine without you

Yes i Will

Thought i couldn't live without you

It's gonna hurt when it heals tooOooh

(It'll all get better in time)

Even though i really loved you

I'm gonna smile cos i deserve too yes i do

(It'll all get better in time)

Thought i couldn't live without you

It's gonna hurt when it heals too

yeaaaah Ooooh oooooh

(It'll all get better in time)

Even though i really loved youGoing to smilecos i deserve too Ooooooh

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♥ Happiness in a nutshell
00:29

♥ Sunday, October 12, 2008

Down the memory lanes ♥


爱你的那一个伤你的那一个

谁才是你爱情中的伯乐
放弃了这一个然后等待着下一个
最后哪一个让你最舍不得
感谢不能让别人来说
你给过我的她们是做不到的
那时候的幸福是真的
虽然过去了我们也都经历了
释怀教育着仇恨和平
劝着天下人故事发生便住下了
不管好的坏的你让我成长了
就算是痛得值得
一个个过客过得快不快乐
别太多过客
祝你早日快乐
离开时别忘了看看眼前的人
流泪记住了还是微笑祝福着

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♥ Happiness in a nutshell
21:57

♥ Wednesday, October 1, 2008

Down the memory lanes ♥


穿过人潮汹涌灯火阑珊

没有想过回头

一段又一段走不完的旅程

什么时候能走完

噢我的梦代表什么

又是什么让我们不安

that's just life

寻找梦里的未来

that's just life

笑对现实的无奈

不能后退的时候

不再傍徨的时候

永远向前路一直都在

永远向前路一直都在(路一直都在)

穿过一块里面一片黑暗

没有想过回头

一段又一段走不完的旅程

什么时候能习惯

又是什么让我们期盼

看不清的路又算什么

看不清的梦又算什么

就算走到尽头又能算什么

能算什么

that's just life

徘徊到不再徘徊

that's just life

重来都不怕重来

没有选择的时候

不能选择的时候

一直都在

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♥ Happiness in a nutshell
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Down the memory lanes ♥

New Blogskin =)


Hey, how's my new blogskin? i fell in love with my vey first sight of it.. =) Hehe, finally i had

a slight little time for myself, but it's bad keep sitting down and not moving.. Just finished

changing the blogskin... Satified & can't help but feel that this describes me really well which

probably explains why i fell in love with it the very moment ba...... Well, it's been long since i

blog... My little devils keep asking me when am i gonna blog, guess only they would pop by

and read my blog... I maintain this blog also for a reason, to express myself, even if nobody

reads it, i'm alright with it... cuz lazy to write, so type would be faster haa.... Bcuz no one

read it, that's the reason why i do not have to lock it haha....


Seriously, i'm kinda of surprise for typing out this, though it's exactly how i feels,

maybe if it were me 5 mths ago, probably i won't have this kind of thinking... i would feel rather

sad and emo perhaps.... I just wanna look forward to life and keeping the hope in me alive that

one fine day, just one fine day i would be able to experience miracles... i would wait patiently...

Oh ya, at least a good start i had a piece of good news... heee.... I can finally stop my medicine....

Hooray... oley oley oley oley.. oley oley oley oley.... No more consultation appointments, no more

medicine, no more weight gain.... Yay yay yay.... Though the condition would re-appears, but i'm

not gonna care... just live life for this moment first... When it comes to me again, then decides

haha... It's like having a new lease of life, i'm gonna find back all i've lost.. myself, my self -

confidence, my genuine laughter, my crazyness, my everything... Not gonna let this and my past

hinders me anymore...


BUT!!!!! most importantly, now is i must go on STRICT DIET and JIAN FEI.... Fat like

a pig now... wah lao eh.... buay tahan man.... see myself wanna vomit liao man, guys see liao

worse rite.. run until JB liao loh... kekex.... Another most important factor, Koon and Yun yun's

wedding coming in nov liao... dunno gt time not man.... sianz... Cuz i would be seeing Daryl, and i

wanna show him that i'm good, without him.. Finally now then xiang tong.. wtf? wasted so many

time, lost 2 best frens and lots more... Really mad, what's so good about wallowing in self pity

and torment.... ended up with nothing... Shit, look back and think back really gong until dunno

how to say...


Now bo liao hor, i'm gonna live my life and myself happily gt guy no guy not impt to me

anymore... YAO XIANG QIAN($$$$$) KAN liao.... wahahhaa.... money face...

一个女人一定要强!!!!!!

I think if got pple read my blog, they sure think i mad or go bonkers liao.. wahaha... but this time

is for real, i gonna live life out loud... and be strong.... forcus on STUDY, CAREER & MONEY!!!!!!

历经这段感情之后

我才了解另一个我 ( How vulnerable i am and have been)

终于舍得去成全去放手

过我自己的生活

偶尔想你的时候

就让回忆来陪我

我往前走

我不停走 ( I won't turn back anymore)

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♥ Happiness in a nutshell
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