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♥ Saturday, November 28, 2009

Down the memory lanes ♥


Precious time

It's been 2 months since i last blog, was unsure if there's anyone reading it.. that does not really matter, i just wanted to have a space on my own to rant all my thoughts and also to reminisce and reflect in the future when i read them through all over again..

Time is really flying in rocket speed... In a blink of an eye, 25 years of my time has past.... i'm really pondering hard what have i been up to all these 10 years since i graduated from Secondary school... It's like ever since i step into the society and work till now i have yet to accomplish anything as yet.. I don't know over the years what have i gathered, perhaps some working experience or maybe even none... This is what many relate to as Mid-twenties crisis i suppose... That you've reached the mid twenties age gauge and yet you are still wondering and thinking hard of what have you achieve or what would you like to achieve? I guess i'm starting to feel it now?.. As i am thinking of leaving my current job and company yet i do not know what should i go for next... This is driving me nuts, firstly the work load now i am handling is so heavy and stressful... secondly, i hate to have the feeling of dragging myself to work the moment i open my eyes in the morning, yet at the same time am grateful that i managed to open my eyes to another brand new day... this means that i'm alive and i had the chance to live for another day... which is whatever the reason that made me leave my bed and prepare for work and the moment i reached my workplace, the energy level straight away reduce to 20% of what i am when during weekends...this is really crazy....

Alright, enough if ranting on of work, i'll deal with this issue abit later at the very least after my exams.. meanwhile for livelihood, i'll grit my teeth and bear with it for the moment though i'm jolly well aware that my appriasal is coming up... bleahzzzz.... I'll work hard and mug for my exams after this post.. hehe.. Study hard, work hard and play hard has kinda of become my motto... hahahahah...

Well, why am i ranting on none stop on time is because i have been affected badly on death.. In the past, i am a stupid fool that wanted to end my life with the lousiest reasons... and yet for now i am striving hard to cherish whatever time i have left and pray to god to not take me away so fast as i still had lots not being done yet... 2 days ago, my neighbour had ran over an old lady while she's crossing her road... It happened at the juntion between Huiyee's and my house, the tragedy happened early in the morning around 7.15am.. Both parties are pitiful as the old lady is dead and my neighbour, the sole-breadwinner of his household has to be jailed and punished for his mistakes... I pity the both of them as i am sure nobody would want this to happened... And myself i am so happy and excited in learning driving... because the instructor said i am picking it up quite fast as a lady.... I have already drove out to the main road during the 2nd lesson.... And the next day i came upon this news, furthermore i saw the old lady being covered in White cloth when i passed by...

It's so saddening and scary that life is so fragile... so fragile that it cannot take any blows at all.... But life as it is, our lifespan are pre-destinated the moment we arrive in the world.. Hence, there isn't much time of ours to be wasted on unimportant matters... I don't wanna be a poor woman when i leave this world.... poor does not meant in monetary comparison, but in kinship, relationship and friendship.. i believe even i had the whole of world's money, without kinshipm relationship and friendship, one had wasted his/ her life living....

For now, this is what i believe in.. alright back to mugging.... Update again when i had the time as Dec 09 is gonna be a busy month for me but i am loving it as my closure of this year would be a nice one.. Hopefully the next year i'll be better.... i'll definately give a closure to year 2009 before it ends... Nites for now.. till we meet again... =)

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♥ Happiness in a nutshell
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Down the memory lanes ♥


哭过就好了 - 梁文音







不喜欢怀疑什麽

并不表示我没有感受

看你微妙的变化 慢慢不同

我不是生气 只是心痛

最讨厌被误会了

但越解释越觉得难过

你可以说人会变

但不能说 你会这麽做 是我的错




哭过就好了

伤都会好的

这样相信所以深呼吸著割舍

爱是为了拥抱 为了牵手

不是为了争吵 为了调头





哭过就好了
痛都会走的

记忆有限 所以它会淘汰坏的

失眠听歌 想念虽然苦涩

还是谢谢你让我长大了




越多美好堆叠的过往



想忘就得推倒更大的悲伤

要找勇气却不在口袋或手上

但它一定在我身上某个地方




哭过就好了

痛都会走的

记忆有限 所以它会淘汰坏的

失眠听歌 想念虽然苦涩

还是谢谢你让我长大了





温岚- 刺猬



最后一抹的微笑
在转身之后
我闭上眼哭了
仅存的一点点骄傲
华丽的外表终于丢掉
很彷徨很孤单 是寂寞或
悲惨 一个人该怎么办

像是刺猬般防范
伪装的勇敢
不轻易让你看穿
我以为可以很坦然
面对分开时不觉得伤感
然而将灯关上 一片无
声黑暗 心痛的大声呼喊
我想我没那么坚强 每个女孩其实一样
渴望着爱情的好 渴望被拥抱
却都害怕爱让人受伤
承认我没那么坚强
不过是一而再的逞强
小心将情绪收藏 比傻瓜还傻
刺猬的坚强全都是假象 哭吧


我想我没那么坚强 每个女孩其实一样
渴望着爱情的好 渴望被拥抱
却都害怕爱让人受伤
承认我没那么坚强
不过是一而再的逞强
小心将情绪收藏 比傻瓜还傻
刺猬的坚强全都是假象 哭吧







我爱他-丁当

他的镜框留在 某一节车厢
地下铁里的风 比回忆还重
整座城市一直等着我
有一段感情还在漂泊

对他唯一(如果还有)遗憾 是分手那天
我奔腾的眼泪 都停不下来
若那一刻重来 我不哭
让他知道我可以很好

我爱他 轰轰烈烈最疯狂
我的梦 狠狠碎过却不会忘
曾为他 相信明天就是未来
情节有多坏 都不肯醒来

我爱他 跌跌撞撞到绝望
我的心 深深伤过却不会忘
我和他 不再属于这个地方
最初的天堂 最重的荒唐

如果还有遗憾 又怎么样呢
伤了痛了懂了 就能好了吗
曾经依靠彼此的肩膀
如今各自在人海流浪

我爱他 轰轰烈烈最疯狂
我的梦 狠狠碎过却不会忘
逃不开 爱越深越互相伤害
越深的依赖 越多的空白
该怎么去爱
我爱他 轰轰烈烈最疯狂
我的梦 狠狠碎过却不会忘
曾为他 相信明天就是未来
情节有多坏 都不肯醒来

我爱他 跌跌撞撞到绝望
我的心 深深伤过却不会忘
我和他 不再属于这个地方
最初的天堂 最重的荒唐

如果还有遗憾 又怎么样呢
伤了痛了懂了 就能好了吗
我奔腾的眼泪 都停不下来
若那一刻重来 我不哭
让他知道我可以很好


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♥ Happiness in a nutshell
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