Life isn't going smoothly for me ever since i am struck with more than one fatal blows... And

yet again, now i'm being struck with some issues that i had to face it alone.. Dark clouds have not

only been increasing over the top of my head, it had even started raining on me... There is this

saying that after rainy days, rainbows would appear....How much longer do i have to wait? How

much faith and hope can i pin myself on? There is also a saying that quote that 'The more hopes

you pinned, the harder you would fall..' And another that sounds nicer which state, 'Hope is in

this world..' I am consider lucky, i wasn't born without anything, though i only start losing on my

growing up phrase... And i started to lose more on the growing old phrase of my life...

I am adjusting, adapting to a life that i have to face for the coming near 2 -3 years... Come

what may, I had no options but to go on with it, hopefully by then the dark clouds that have

been on my head would turn into the rainbows i have wished for.. I wanna stop procastinating

and face up to whatever that comes my way... Only that then would i be able to learn more,

see more, feel more and be stronger on my own.... I have learnt a few painful lessons, but i am

thankful for the lessons learnt, it taught me alot of things which i failed to see... It is really true

that people learnt from the things and matter that happen around and to them.. I did, i had my

fair share of sorrows, regrets, pasts... But only to focus on the future and what i have in my

hands now, then would i be able to find the right way and directions... What would happen in the

future is not in anybody's control and hands, only to go ahead and face it bravely and takes

whatever that comes right in your face. Then i would be able to see the light of directions....

Accepting reality is the only way to see more in the future path and it's never too late to face

up to your wrongs as long as you realise it and never repeat it once more...This is an elder whom

i encounter recently and advise me of... Very true life meaning as she had been through many

more life phrases then me... Hence, i'm taking up the challenge she bet me on and her well-

wishes she had given me.... To face up the oncoming life challenge with an open heart and a

humble beginning be it how it might comes... Never be afraid to accept and face up failures, as

that would taught you valuable lessons... Only by exposing more and taking others life's

experiences into consideration, then you would be able to see clearer wherever you are... I

would learn it step by step even if it's only a baby head step...

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