♥ Down the memory lanes

♥ That Storyteller

♥GerNice Lim♥.

♥ Breathing till date, 25yrs

♥ a day to cRy, 29 Aug

♥ Status, freely

♥ Starsign, Virgo

♥ That Cravings

♥ A Degree

♥ Successful future

♥ A Guardian Angel

♥ Pass my Car License

♥ Lasik Surgery

♥ Good Health

♥ Dreams & Wishes come true

♥ To Slim Down by OCT 2010!!!!!!

♥ HongKong Retreat

♥ Taiwan Retreat

♥ Japan Retreat

♥ Korea Retreat

♥ Europe Retreat

♥ a plasma TV & soundsystem

♥ a place of my own

♥♥hearts more of♥♥

♥ More self Pampering Treats

♥ More Clothes, Shoes, bags, accessories

♥ More Money

♥ More beauty products

♥ More knowledge, wits & experience

♥ More self confidence

♥ More younger & pretty always, lolxx =D

♥ More of a little in everything

♥ Chitty Chatty

♥ Expressionists

♥ Mesmerises ♥

♥ Memories

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♥ Ears Soothing

♥ My Emotions song ♥

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♥ Saturday, May 17, 2008

Down the memory lanes ♥

CrossRoads...

In life, there are many crossroads when we had to chose at the very moments...

In crossroads, there is either left, right or straight, never the possibility to go backwards...

applying the same logic in time and moment of an incident.... This has been deeply in my thought

these few days... I do not know the reason, but i encounter many crossroads in my entire life...

and how many times did i make or made the right direction of decision... sad to say, often non, i

tend to and always made the wrong decisions that cost me dearly and nothing left except regrets

.....

I'm a very simple-minded person, but yet i like to dwell on and take unneccesary pains to

study into insoluble and insignificant problems and ended up in dead ends that costs me so much

pain and regrets and hurt to others and nonetheless my very own self... I hate myself in this

sense, i really do... yet i couldn't controlled myself, as this is in my mentality... I owaes think that

in this way or another that i might be able to solve it in my way, but i often ended up getting

stuck and getting into trouble..

This isn't helping me in any sense, i wanted to break free from this.... I'm trying to keep

myself real busy and real occupied these days, i just wanted myself to be in complete situation

that i won't have free time to dwell into unneccesary thoughts which would affect me.. i just

wanna lead a life that is of what that would guide me into my future which i dream of... This is

the only dream and wish that i had left of... And i know i had only myself now and no one else...

I get tired sometimes, and yearn for someone whom i can depend and lean on when i need some

rest and breather... but i realise that this is so far away from me, my frens said that i had closed

up my heart completely, unable to accept anyone and anything that would enable it to trigger

and open up myself anymore.. which this i won't deny is very very true, i would tend to avoid

such topics and possibilities... But that doesn't meant that i had forgotten that what i have done

wrong, it still etched deeply in my heart, i just do not had the courage to approach them, and

also i do not want to disturb their life and make them feel pertubed that my appearance would

made them uncomfortable once again...

As i deeply understand that they live so much better off without me and they won't had

to be reminded of the wrongs i had done to them. And i guess i understand the taste of

tears, bitterness, sorrows and regrets more than myself...

分岔路口

什么都别说

再说只难过

难受之后

不代表一切伤能带过

当初的承诺已不算什么

夜里吹的风冷进我怀中

不再有你的声音

不再拥有你心

明天我会怎样没人懂

时间真的有疗伤之用吗??

看时间慢慢流出手心

看透你变了的心

如果已决定离我而去

把同情和不舍带走

站在回忆的分岔路口

是时候和你道别

不再苦恼你我之间的错与对

未来的日子只剩我一个人

Not forgetting today is Lirong's 13th Birthday....

Happy Birthday, Missy LiRong!!! May you be a happy and carefree teenager!!!

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