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♥ That Storyteller


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♥ Breathing till date, 25yrs

♥ a day to cRy, 29 Aug

♥ Status, freely

♥ Starsign, Virgo

♥ That Cravings



♥ A Degree

♥ Successful future

♥ A Guardian Angel

♥ Pass my Car License

♥ Lasik Surgery

♥ Good Health

♥ Dreams & Wishes come true

♥ To Slim Down by OCT 2010!!!!!!

♥ HongKong Retreat

♥ Taiwan Retreat

♥ Japan Retreat

♥ Korea Retreat

♥ Europe Retreat

♥ a plasma TV & soundsystem

♥ a place of my own

♥♥hearts more of♥♥

♥ More self Pampering Treats

♥ More Clothes, Shoes, bags, accessories

♥ More Money

♥ More beauty products

♥ More knowledge, wits & experience

♥ More self confidence

♥ More younger & pretty always, lolxx =D

♥ More of a little in everything

♥ Chitty Chatty



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♥ Memories


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♥ Tuesday, May 20, 2008

Down the memory lanes ♥

Ponder deep into my heart....

In my mind, recently there had been lots of activities going on.... My activities meaning

actively pondering on topics, feelings that i had been avoiding for the longest of time... It does not help much with the amount of boozes that i've taken to avoid them further... In my heart, i've
not been listening to it for the longest of time ever that i could remember when is the last time
i've listen to the whisper it had given me.. I chose to shut it all out, and listen to my atrocious
mind which landed me in the current state i'm in...

I do not had the courage to go in to my heart and listen to it speaks from the bottom of it...

I had loses the courage to listen and heed the whispering that it has been trying so hard to tell...
I am still in a mess, which i believe by downing more boozes than ever could prevent me from
hearing my heart cried... Instead, it open up it even more hurt than i myself could handle it..
Hiding in one corner of my heart is still utmost agony and pain that i had force myself not to
touch it.. The urge of crying, breakdown is no longer that strong, because i believe in order to
make myself stronger, i cannot let my tears flow in front of anyone anymore... not even myself...
I only let the tears flow silently in my heart... No matter how much happiness the past have
given me, i had to live in present, for future... The past is past, nothing can turn it back to
become present, i understand fully this thoery behind.. And i know it vividly in my head that it is
what to look out for the future and present instead of living in the past myself while others had
gone way ahead of me forgetting the past, awaiting the future...


我需要勇气继续走下去。。。 但失去了的勇气该如何找回来??

Sunday, had an enjoyable catching up with qibin and Jiayi... And we met guan there

coincidentally... =) Here's some pictures we took on that night....


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