Random Thoughts...

Heard a news yesterday tat someone 1 cared for was admitted into hospital... froze for

awhile, but breathe a sign of relief that she's safe and sound. Felt like visiting her secretly, but

afraid to be discovered, hence only sent my silent regards to her through frens... Hope she rest

well and get well soon.... She's a strong ger with lots of pple loving her, she wld definately have a

speedy and well recovery...

Not working today, office closed for PH-In-Lieu today... sianz.... And next Monday have to

go back to work when the rest of Singapore is having their day off... Boo... i rather work today

and rest on Monday.... Boo Boo Boo... Lolz.. Later would be meeting Jiayi & Qiuting to celebrate

Ting's advance bdae... Happy Advanced Bdae to you Ting... lolx ~!~!~! Going to the doc soon..

Hopefully i can pass thru the test and stop my medicine... I wanna get my body back, it's

torentuos and suffering to me... I'm gonna give myself 2 mths to go back to 52kg, argh i hate

seeing myself in photos and mirror... Which is why i chose to tk lesser photos.... Arghzzzz....

Brought work back home to do.. Company changing system, till now still haven't finished

been OT-ing since 2 weeks ago... Gt so many things to do... sian arhz... Haaa.... who ask it is my

rice bowl... Lame... Suddenly thought of something sad... the flashback was still deeply etched in

my mind.. All along, i just chose to hide it up well in a corner, but as long as words, pictures,

songs or pple... It'll trigger it to appear once again, this sucks... I dunno if it is a form of avoidance

or it does make sense since it is part of our memory.... however, it's just a random thought and

scene tat suddenly appear... Dun mind my rambling a s it goes on and on... haa.. just wanna had a

slight breather..

Alright, gotta go now... I really hope for my bdae wish to come true, i am not greedy i only

had one.... Take care all my frens, and hope to see ya all real soon..... Get well real soon (to her)

P.s: A nice song i discover recently... i like the lyrics... so for u all to enjoy.. mayb would put on the song soon.... haa...

Oh ya, Happy 43th Birthday, SINGAPORE!~!~!.... We've gone so far le... Gambate!!!!!

原諒我

請不要分了以後

還記得親吻過的承諾

妳的永久 已不屬於我

默默低頭那時我很多話梗在喉嚨

妳的笑妳的快樂不是我

愛太多想太多

我能感受 他比我適合

愛放了手 我偽裝冷漠

比妳先說分手

請原諒我

原諒我不成熟

不愛妳是藉口

好讓妳離開我

請原諒我

好想自私將妳佔有

一個寂寞就給我承受

換妳過更好的生活

請不要分了以後還記得親吻過的承諾

妳的永久 已不屬於我

愛過恨過哭過也笑過

親吻過妳的脆弱

其實我比誰都要懦弱

原諒我

必須假裝愛錯

別讓時間倒流

我怕說不出口

原諒我

沒有解釋太多

心痛 別無所求徹底忘了我

愛原來有捨得

我難過 我才懂 。。。

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