a slight little time for myself, but it's bad keep sitting down and not moving.. Just finished
changing the blogskin... Satified & can't help but feel that this describes me really well which
probably explains why i fell in love with it the very moment ba...... Well, it's been long since i
blog... My little devils keep asking me when am i gonna blog, guess only they would pop by
and read my blog... I maintain this blog also for a reason, to express myself, even if nobody
reads it, i'm alright with it... cuz lazy to write, so type would be faster haa.... Bcuz no one
read it, that's the reason why i do not have to lock it haha....
Seriously, i'm kinda of surprise for typing out this, though it's exactly how i feels,
maybe if it were me 5 mths ago, probably i won't have this kind of thinking... i would feel rather
sad and emo perhaps.... I just wanna look forward to life and keeping the hope in me alive that
one fine day, just one fine day i would be able to experience miracles... i would wait patiently...
Oh ya, at least a good start i had a piece of good news... heee.... I can finally stop my medicine....
Hooray... oley oley oley oley.. oley oley oley oley.... No more consultation appointments, no more
medicine, no more weight gain.... Yay yay yay.... Though the condition would re-appears, but i'm
not gonna care... just live life for this moment first... When it comes to me again, then decides
haha... It's like having a new lease of life, i'm gonna find back all i've lost.. myself, my self -
confidence, my genuine laughter, my crazyness, my everything... Not gonna let this and my past
hinders me anymore...
BUT!!!!! most importantly, now is i must go on STRICT DIET and JIAN FEI.... Fat like
a pig now... wah lao eh.... buay tahan man.... see myself wanna vomit liao man, guys see liao
worse rite.. run until JB liao loh... kekex.... Another most important factor, Koon and Yun yun's
wedding coming in nov liao... dunno gt time not man.... sianz... Cuz i would be seeing Daryl, and i
wanna show him that i'm good, without him.. Finally now then xiang tong.. wtf? wasted so many
time, lost 2 best frens and lots more... Really mad, what's so good about wallowing in self pity
and torment.... ended up with nothing... Shit, look back and think back really gong until dunno
how to say...
Now bo liao hor, i'm gonna live my life and myself happily gt guy no guy not impt to me
anymore... YAO XIANG QIAN($$$$$) KAN liao.... wahahhaa.... money face...
一个女人一定要强!!!!!!
I think if got pple read my blog, they sure think i mad or go bonkers liao.. wahaha... but this time
is for real, i gonna live life out loud... and be strong.... forcus on STUDY, CAREER & MONEY!!!!!!
历经这段感情之后
我才了解另一个我 ( How vulnerable i am and have been)
终于舍得去成全去放手
过我自己的生活
偶尔想你的时候
就让回忆来陪我
我往前走
我不停走 ( I won't turn back anymore)
