♥ Down the memory lanes

♥ That Storyteller

♥GerNice Lim♥.

♥ Breathing till date, 25yrs

♥ a day to cRy, 29 Aug

♥ Status, freely

♥ Starsign, Virgo

♥ That Cravings

♥ A Degree

♥ Successful future

♥ A Guardian Angel

♥ Pass my Car License

♥ Lasik Surgery

♥ Good Health

♥ Dreams & Wishes come true

♥ To Slim Down by OCT 2010!!!!!!

♥ HongKong Retreat

♥ Taiwan Retreat

♥ Japan Retreat

♥ Korea Retreat

♥ Europe Retreat

♥ a plasma TV & soundsystem

♥ a place of my own

♥♥hearts more of♥♥

♥ More self Pampering Treats

♥ More Clothes, Shoes, bags, accessories

♥ More Money

♥ More beauty products

♥ More knowledge, wits & experience

♥ More self confidence

♥ More younger & pretty always, lolxx =D

♥ More of a little in everything

♥ Chitty Chatty

♥ Expressionists

♥ Mesmerises ♥

♥ Memories

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♥ Ears Soothing

♥ My Emotions song ♥

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♥ Thursday, December 25, 2008

Down the memory lanes ♥

December - The last month of a year....

Merry Christmas,everyone....!!!! It's the time of the year again, December used to be my favourite month of the year.... However, as the time goes by, i am afraid of december approaching.. Firstly, everytime december approaches it meant that i am getting older and older.. haaa... Secondly, it reminds me of the past, a past that is so unforgettable and so memorable at the same time.... Thirdly, it reminds and etched a deep root in my mind of my failures... Lastly, it's birthday month for my best fren, Sim Ying Ying and a best fren i used to have by my side and my demised brother of 10 good years....

Hence, December indeed is a very emotional month for me, be it good or bad... Well, it still didn't stop me from enjoying the company of my frens... I met up with Eileen & Wendy on Friday, 19 Dec 08 for our Xmas gathering at Bugis.. Den Shujun came and join us to Dbl O, after that we went down to St James, Mono then Powerhouse then Boilers then Dragonfly and Home sweet home.. It's Huiyee's Bdae celebration, and i'm glad i can be of help to her though we communicated in a way thru Ying being the middle woman.... I hope she had enjoyed her bdae, i am glad and contented to have seen Felice and her enjoying themselves that night... And hopefully i didn't spoil her mood... Glad to see Vin, Bee, KC and my kor as it been quite long since i saw them le.... Enjoyed myself that night too.... And guess wad, i really did not drink a sip of alcohol tat night.. =) Proud of myself.... hehe....

Someone told me that if i really love Felice and Huiyee as my fren, i should respect their decision that they don't want anything more to do with me... Because it is disrespectful if i insist in my way to apologise... I had done once on my birthday and they had no reaction meaning they had made up their mind... This hit on me hard, and i did had a long thought of it on that night... Bee is nice to offer me a ride home that night.... We had some catch up of recent affairs,the feeling is good.... I spent my Xmas eve with my family again this year, I realise that i had not really spent time at home since i was 13 years old, after my brother's demise i had this though inflicted in me that my mother don't love me anymore as she remarrys... And i spent most of my time outside with my frens.... Only after i fall sick and the collapsing of my world when he left and my loss of 2 beloved frens then i realised that my mum not only loves me and did all she can to be with me, it's only that i don't know how to appreciate it... Only after once, my superior cum my fren told me her views when she visited me at my house when i fell sick again and sent me to hospital then i realise what i've been missing all this while....

I don't know if it's too late for regret and turning back now, but i did tried my best to dote and spent time with my mum... I now spent lots of time with my mum and granny, bring them out spend time talking to them... And not rushing off everytime i see them like last time.... I realise it bonds us closer and i noticed my mum now smiles and laughs more, i even had a nickname by my mummy, she called me '傻瓜'.... i do agreed somehow, as i have been really
傻 for a good 4 yrs... Yesterday, when i reached home after work, she suddenly mentioned huiyee... I was shocked, i guess maybe she saw her that's why she brought up the subject... Well, i am glad that both of them is living happily... Alright, enough of emo-ing already... I have decided where and how to go on from here already.... My heart and mind has decided..... =)

Good news, my nephew, Danni has come to this happy world on 23 Dec 08, just in time for Xmas.. haha.... i haben go to visit them, would go and see the handsome baby boy and my brother and sis-in-law tomorrow... Hehe.... So happy... Also, my sister, Ms Ng Li Yuan has sucessfully promoted to Sec 1 of Pioneer Sec just as i predicted... whahahaha..... And Tuesday, Kickboxing class almost killed me, keke... It was fun with ying... and seeing my hands and legs got tangled up tickled me and Ying... wahhaha... Had a fun Xmas party at office too, gotten a Mickey Mouse watch and also won the 1st prize of the Lucky Draw, 2 movies tixs and a popcorn voucher(Economic crisis, budget constraint).... wahaha... Friday going to Yee Ping's Bdae party and Sat going to KTV.... i missed KTV so much so much.... gonna sing till i drop... hahahahaha....

Alright, gonna go.... Wishing everyone a blessed and fun Xmas.... Enjoy.... Cheerios....!!!!

P.S: Taken From Bee...

属于

我坚持的

都值得坚持吗?

我所相信的

就是真的吗?

如果我敢追求

我就敢拥有吗?

而如果都算了不要呢?

或许吧!

或许我永远都不要遇见他

或许吧!

或许我太天真了吧?

属于我的昨天之前的结局

我决定我的决定

属于我的明天之后的憧憬

我迷信我的迷信

属于我们点点滴滴的伤心

我们要各自忘记

属于我们闪闪发亮的爱情

我们再一起努力

属于风的那就去飞翔吧

属于海洋的那就汹涌

的属于我们的爱

该来的就来吧

为什么不敢呢

不要呢?

是他吧

命中早就注定了的那个他

是他吧

他原来就在这里啊