Well, enough of crapss... I highly recommend this drama, go and watch it... And ya, One last thing, Happy Mummy's Day, Mummy...!!!! I LOVE YOU, WO AI NI...~~~ wahahahaz... I never really say it out to my mummy ever... But i noes how unconditionally she's been my side, seeing me through all my ups and downs.... I can never ever repay her for what's she had done for me....

However, there's something bothering me deep down about what she said at the dining table, i was casual chatting with her about her birthday this coming June... i told her i was thinking of doing up a party to celebrate her birthday, she's resistant about revealing her age... I can understand that age's a confidentiality for us Women, but what worries me is that she mentioned that she don't ever know if she can gets to see us all getting married, having grandchildren... Suddenly, it scares me when i heard of it... She said every one eventually had to die.. this i totally understand and agree, but its whether when that someone dies, does he/ she gets to fulfil their wishes?? She said she's not greedy, having seeing us married well will do... cannot get to see grandchildren is alright... cuz she knows that it would be too long already... perhaps she would have to live till 100 years...

Though i laugh upon hearing this, but in my heart i'm not at ease..I'm afraid of the feeling of loss... I had lost enough, at least for the near future, i do not wish to experience loss of my dear ones, can i??? Just 20 years, even i had to exchange my happiness for it, i would... iI noe i think too much already... Time to sleep... Well, it's early in the morning already.. Good MOrning & nitey... *Yawnz* I'm tired... ciaoz...

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