♥ Down the memory lanes

♥ That Storyteller

♥GerNice Lim♥.

♥ Breathing till date, 25yrs

♥ a day to cRy, 29 Aug

♥ Status, freely

♥ Starsign, Virgo

♥ That Cravings

♥ A Degree

♥ Successful future

♥ A Guardian Angel

♥ Pass my Car License

♥ Lasik Surgery

♥ Good Health

♥ Dreams & Wishes come true

♥ To Slim Down by OCT 2010!!!!!!

♥ HongKong Retreat

♥ Taiwan Retreat

♥ Japan Retreat

♥ Korea Retreat

♥ Europe Retreat

♥ a plasma TV & soundsystem

♥ a place of my own

♥♥hearts more of♥♥

♥ More self Pampering Treats

♥ More Clothes, Shoes, bags, accessories

♥ More Money

♥ More beauty products

♥ More knowledge, wits & experience

♥ More self confidence

♥ More younger & pretty always, lolxx =D

♥ More of a little in everything

♥ Chitty Chatty

♥ Expressionists

♥ Mesmerises ♥

♥ Memories

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♥ Ears Soothing

♥ My Emotions song ♥

Music Playlist at MixPod.com

♥ Saturday, June 27, 2009

Down the memory lanes ♥

Transformers - The Revenge of the Fallen

Oprimus Prime ( The Leader of Autobots)

Yay... I passed my Advance Theory on Friday, i can finally start to go for driving lessons and get myself ready for TP test... hehe.. So excited and happy... My boss and colleagues all bet that i would failed the test because i had 2 tries for the basic..lolx.... Hence, they start betting with each other, Haze & my boss take the bet that i would failed, and i take the bet that i would pass.. hehe..Actually wasn't very confident also when i took the test, i had 6 questions with absolutely no idea what the questions are asking about... lolx.. But then i switch in between mandarin and english then slowly go for the answers and check it through twice.. Lol.. Frankly speaking i don't wanna failed and waste money.. Hence, i tried my best and i did it... hahaha.. pat on my own shoulder...

After the test i went to Vivo and meet Ying and Bryan with my little sis, Lirong... And we caught Transformers - The Revenge of the Fallen.. Thanks to Ying's company and Ying's generosity for the Free tickets.. haha.... The movie was great and very very nice.. Funny at times too.. It does not disappoint me.... haha... I must say it's good... Thumbs up for Michael Bay and Steven Spielberg... Enjoyed the movie very much, though wasn't feeling very well, but i am glad that i went despite the feverish me...

Bumble Bee ( The guardian of Sam Witwicky)

Shia Labeouf as Sam Witwicky

Megan Fox as Mikaela Banes ( Sam's Gf) Isn't she a beauty and Hot.. woo... =Pp

Linkin Park - New Divide

I remembered black skies, the lightning all around me

I remembered each flash as time began to blur

Like a startling sign that fate had finally found me

And your voice was all I heard

Did I get what I deserve?

So give me reason to prove me wrong

To wash this memory clean

Let the thoughts cross the distance in your eyes

Give me reason to fill this up,

Connect the space between

Let it be enough to reach the truth realized

Across this new divide

There was nothing inside, the memories left abandoned

There was nowhere to hide, the ashes fell like snow

And the ground caved in between where we were standing

And your voice was all I heardDid I get what I deserve?

So give me reason to prove me wrong

To wash this memory clean

Let the thoughts cross the distance in your eyes

Across this new divideIn every loss in every lie,

In every truth that you deny

And each regret and each divide

Was some mistake too great to hide

And your voice was all I heard

Did I get what I deserve?

So give me reason to prove me wrong

To wash this memory clean

Let the thoughts cross the distance in your eyes

Give me reason to fill this up,

Connect the space between

Let it be enough to reach the truth realized

Across this New Divide

Been having fever the whole day, since Fri night and also the whole of today.. I hope i did not catch the H1N1 Flu... If not sure have to quarantine already... Because i am having all the symptons, flu, blocked nose, sore throat, fever, body aches, breathlessness.. OMG... Actually, i have been to the Doc on Wed already... i did dutifully take the medicine, however it doesn't really work.. i hope my fever wld subside by tml.. If not, really choy choy ganna the H1N1, i would have to miss Sab's wedding already... Actually, i am so envy of Ying they all, because they're having a beach gathering with her tomolo, and i cannot go cuz i have to go for the wedding.... But i really do hope that i could be there, even if she doesn't talk to me, i am contented just by seeing her, it's homecoming for her summer break.... Haiz, wasted...

But i'm happy to hear that she's back though... Well, enjoy the gathering tomolo.... Recently, there are some bad news for me and on me for work... but i guess i would have to take it in my stride... Afterall, the cards placed on the table are very clear already by the management... But i would endure, grit my teeth and move on till next year when the job market is better.. I would do my best and show them that even though they sacrificed me, i can endure and is capable of proving to them that i can do it... However, i am sad that i wouldn't be under my dearest boss anymore, she's the best boss in the whole world... But i can't be forever under her care and my own comfort zone too... Hence, i would take up the challenge and do her proud... That's the best i can do...

School's starting soon and i'm excited at the same time nervous... I wanna do well and graduate asap... Time is running out for me.. wahaha.. i wanna complete my master by the age of 30... This is my goal and i hope to work towards it.... wish me luck... Anyway, i have heard of Michael Jackson's death.. i wasn't very sure of his songs but definately one that i am very familiar with is " Heal the World" I think that's a great song of his.. Though his plastic surgery failed... but i guess his contribution to the world's pop music is unbeatable and uncomparable... Hence, my tribute to the late pop king, Michael Jackson.. Rest in Peace....

Alright, stopping here today... feeling drowsy, the med effect is here already.... goodnight & Sweet dreams.... =)

Labels: Recent Happenings..

♥ Happiness in a nutshell
22:59

♥ Saturday, June 20, 2009

Down the memory lanes ♥

花样男子 - Boys over Flowers 꽃보다 남자 (Kkot-bo-da Nam-ja)

THe Flower 4 ( F4)

F4 & Geum Jan-di (금잔디)

So envy of her surrounded by handsome & cute guys...

I have once again found my most recent new craze... Which is " Boys Over Flowers" ** Screamsssssss** They're so handsome... And i'm so So Sooo soOOoo in love with one of them which is : Kim Hyun-joong 김현중 As "Yoon Ji-hoo" (윤지후). Here's a picture of him in the drama... He's so charming isn't it... Though i do love the main character as well, but sorry i had to admit that i am so mesmerise by him... He's not only handsome, he sang quite well too, one of the drama song was sang by him... damn sad.... I simply just love him, couldn't control and get hold of myself... wahaha... He's just the ideal type of bf that i would dream of... Prince charming of mine.. hehe... It's alright to dream and fantasize right even though i'm reaching 25... Who cares when it comes to handsome and charming guys.. right.. keke... = PppppP

awwWwww...

So Cool..

Allow me to have a short introduction of this drama. The ‘Iconic Love Story’ for those who wish to stay young at heart forever!‘Boys over Flowers’ is the highly anticipated remake of the famous Japanese comic book series. Jan-di, the Heroine, is the poor but bright girl who has a strong sense of justice and full of vitality. She transfers to an exclusive high school where only the rich go. In there, she encounters with the four rich and quirky boys and experiences love and friendship.The storyline illustrates the supreme fantasy that a drama can bring out the most. Each of us probably has an experience of admiring or dreaming of something. The drama ‘Boys over Flowers’ is the concentration of the admirations. - ( Copied from the sypnosis, =P )

I've finished the whole drama already, and i must say it is and was better than the Taiwanese version.. The cast were also used better in terms of looks, and also the lavishness of the whole entire drama... I must say they really throw in big money to make this drama a success... I didn't know that korea have so many handsome guys.. wahaha... as the age of the actors are quite young i guess younger generations of Koreans have grown so high standard... although plastic surgery is very common and easily access to for koreans but i guess they're mostly all genuine ba.. wahaha.. maybe some flaws adjustment that's all?? lol... Anyway, not important for this...

Enjoy some of the photos i loved taken from the drama.... And i highly highly recommend you guys to go watch, damn nice... hahaha.... Enjoy.... =)

Prince Charming!!!!

Isn't they cute?? lolxx

She's so pretty.. i like her since her drama " Hao Jie Chun Xiang"

they made a cute couple isn't it..?? = )

Loved this pic most, so sweet...

Beautiful isn't it.. PS, abit tiny hor...keke

And of course the Happy Ending pose.. =))))

And yes, Happy Daddy's Day, Dad...!!! =) good nites peeps...

Labels: Boys over Flowers - 韩版花样男子..

♥ Happiness in a nutshell
23:33

♥ Wednesday, June 10, 2009

Down the memory lanes ♥

I do not have the mood to blog... But since i put up a few emo songs, can't helped but felt emo.... Partly because of yesterday's dreams & some of the sentences someone mentioned to me...

It wasn't easy to climb up after falling... When you thought you have the support & encouragement from pple... It doesn't go the way you want sometimes, my boss talked to me during lunch on Monday where there's only the 2 of us... She confided in me her problems she's facing at home & work... It was so not easy for her, a woman to hold up and support a family of her own, paying everything by herself... She told me i need to be independent, so independent that i can't even depend on my mum.. Bcuz she said if i continue to rely, one day, just one day i was hit hard on reality,i would fall badly.. This had really prove the point of mine... I'm so used to relying on pple in the past... I had pple to rely on everytime.. which is why over-relying caused me to fall so badly when he left me...

So badly that i don't know who to live for but him... And my boss is a very strong woman.. She would cry and vent out her frustrations, at the same time she would hang on tight there... doing and moving on by herself... She had husband definately but she nvr rely on him at all... Because she believe a woman needs to be strong enough to handle everything on her own and not rely on anyone but herself.. At least when reality hits, she would still live and brave it on strongly..

I do feel sad by a few statements made by someone close to me... and when i heard it, i didn't showed my emotions out.. I've learnt to control my emotions better and to hide all sad ones in me.. Maybe i'm over sensitive or maybe i'm just not worth her giving a second thoughts when she said that to me.... maybe she's changed and matured.. But the sadness i felt is not something that i think she doesn't think for me or whatever... It's a feeling that cannot be describe easily through words...

I just wanna be myself, and in a way i want to be strong and tough enough to brave no matter what reality hit me.. I have been through some of the worst already, i want to be able to brave though any that comes along the way of my life journey...

I just wanna walk on with my own strength.. childish, yet able to handle any blow that comes along....And becomes strong be it appearance or soul yet not vulnerable inner... This is all i ask for...

寂寞光年

是谁从我天空摘走了星星

一转眼眉头聚满乌云

从来快乐悲伤都自己横行

忘了我也值得被关心

一双手一个梦

一路上不断的俯冲

痛到忘了要怎么喊痛

漫长的寂寞淹没我的难过

我的世界是零下的沙漠

其实我也想要拥抱的温柔

融化这颗坚强的泡沫

漫长的等候让人特别失落

锋锐寂寞把天空都割破

还有谁能够紧握着我的手

陪着我期待消失的彩虹

是谁将阳光都剪成了雨滴

天灰了快乐总有限期

从来都陷在孤独的流沙里

忘了我也配被人在意

一个人一直走看着梦像做了又空

精疲力尽有没有哪里可以停泊

漫长的寂寞淹没我的难过

我的世界是零下的沙漠

其实我也想有拥抱的温柔

融化这颗坚强的泡沫

漫长的等候让人特别失落

锋锐寂寞把天空都割破

还有谁能够紧握着我的手

陪着我期待消失的彩虹

那是谁的温柔留在我的小手

微不足道却那么重

漫长的寂寞把意志都吞没

整个世界是沉默的漩涡

有谁能陪我手牵着手出走

带我离开空洞的星球

还有什么值得追求

还有什么可以拥有

把怀抱借给我是不是就不再颤抖

有谁能带走这美丽的哀愁

能让我相信被爱的理由

Labels: Jia You Jia You....

♥ Happiness in a nutshell
20:39

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Down the memory lanes ♥

Nicey, Emo-y SongssSs...

惯性背叛 - 蔡依林

享受被爱的风光

嘘寒问暖稀松平常

你喝水你吃饭

你拥有的早已习惯

活在被爱的天堂

以为幸福都很像

被哄着入睡吻着起床

换一个人是否一样

惯性背叛还天真的希望我应该体谅

像孩子找着新玩伴

很快的受了伤

拼命回头却不敢让我看到你的慌

惯性背叛才发现你是如此害怕黑暗

原来什么都被锁上

我慢慢觉得凉

越接近夕阳影子越长

你在被爱的门窗

总是贪婪总是张望

人挤人的街上踩得尽是

伤心失望

你在被爱的围墙

那个温暖的手掌

以为的捆绑却是力量

陪你冷战陪你张狂

惯性背叛还天真的希望我应该体谅

像孩子找着新玩伴

很快的受了伤

拼命回头却不敢让我看到你的慌惯

性背叛才发现你是如此害怕黑暗

原来什么都被锁上

我慢慢觉得凉

越接近夕阳影子越长

南拳妈妈 - 下雨天

下雨天了怎么办

我好想你不敢打给你

我找不到原因

什么失眠的声音

变得好熟悉

沉默的场景

做你的代替

陪我等雨停

期待让人越来越沉溺

有谁和我一样

等不到他的谁

爱上你我总在学会

寂寞的滋味

一个人撑伞

一个人擦泪

一个人好累

怎样的雨怎样的夜

怎样的我能让你更想念

雨要多大天要多黑

才能够有你的体贴

其实没有我你分不清那些差別

接近还能多一些

别说你会难过

别说你想改变

被爱的人不用道歉

郭静 - 明白

你说了一万遍的你爱我

你说了什麽我都懂

因为爱很久

所以我都懂

可是我发现

没人能永久

就算我们曾勾勾手

还是会寂寞

没有你之後

我才明白的更多

你看着我来

我看着你走

生命有太多分分合合

难免要承受的痛

你看着我来我看着你走

就算捂住耳朵

我还能听见

你呼吸的温柔

就算我会心痛

你的好永远都填满我心中

Labels: Emo SongssSS...., Nice

♥ Happiness in a nutshell
20:07

♥ Sunday, June 7, 2009

Down the memory lanes ♥

Cake-cutting Ceremony... =PpPp

Hehe... Mummy just completed her cake-cutting ceremony.. kekex.... But the pictures have an extra at the background la... that is the AP Li Yuan, feel like one leg kick her to Africa let her sleep with the animal in the wild.. She chu pattern, KNS... Luckily, got the support of Li Rong to sing Birthday song for mummy.. I can see mummy's eye gleamed with happiness la.. can tell she's quite touched when we sang the birthday song to her.. I guess it's the first time leh, past few years i only gave her an Angbao and bring her out to dinner.. Other times they celebrated for her and i'm not around.. This year meant something to her and me ba i guess.. hehe..

Alright, i promised earlier that i would take a picture with mummy alone... And i've done it wahaha... i make it a point that i would take with her more often... =)... Alright here's the pictures... i think mummy damn cute la when she made her wish.. bcuz she's a buddist hence she used the " bai bai" pattern and made her wish... keke.. That's my "Sha" Mummy.... keke...

My Lovely Mummy

Happy Us... & I think i look quite alike with mummy.. wahhaha

Labels: Gleaming =)))

♥ Happiness in a nutshell
00:21

♥ Saturday, June 6, 2009

Down the memory lanes ♥

Happy Birthday, Mummy Dearest!!~~~!!

My mummy went out happily for her favourite program of her current life.. Ge Tai... She loved it as much as what we used to do, idolising and chasing starss... however, for her its more of a kind of entertainment, something she really enjoyed doing... cuz no matter how far the ge tai is, she would used her determination to travel to every part of Singapore and chase it.. wahaha... And everytime she came back, even though it's already midnight, she can't help resisting telling us how good the hosts la, singers la are.... Omg... I have and can never understand her passion i guess... hahaha... But as long as she's loved it and enjoyed them, shouldn't have much opposition views ya... though sometimes i can't help but think that watching ge tai is her life and more important than Me or to say us!!! wahahaha.... *Jealous* lol....

She haven't cut birthday cake as yet, cuz not everyone is present at home.. got to wait till she come back before 12am and gave her a last min mini celebration.. Pressie i've already gave her last mth already... wahaha.. Kaisu i noe, but bo pian scared she too ma fan so have to let her see if she's like, if nt got to change for her... What to do, birthday ger is the biggest, needless to say, she's mummy Queen, though all her life she has never been Queen before... hahaa...

It's not nice to reveal my mummy's age here, as you all noe, 'Age is a woman's taboo & secret' wahahha.. i only can hint that she've lived through half a decade liao lah... wahaha... =PppPp and through my coming 25 yrs of life... My mummy have never left me alone b4, everywhere she goes, she brought me along.... I've been her "tuo you ping" for 25 years le.... All these years, i swear i have really see her using my heart... i tend to take it for granted that she's my mummy, it's her duty to take care of me... i guess most of us tend to take things for granted.. Only these recents years, then i realised that my mummy aged alot, mainly worrying for us, especially me... I used to complained and grudge that she don't love me at all ever since she had her new family.. But in the recent years, when all the things that had happened to me, that she had gone thru with me made me realised that.. In her heart, she ached when i cried, she cried when i'm not healthy or sad... she's upset when she see me pained... She felt pained when i was left alone... She walk through with me all the ups and downs, console me, supporting silently though sometimes it can be naggy.. wahaha...

But it's really not easy for her, stuck in between my step -dad and me... She's always been telling me that her tears, sorrows, pain are all hidden.. she swallowed it into her heart and never reveal or show it in front of us.. I must say and agree that my mummy is a very very strong & kind woman... It's really my fortune to have her as my mummy.... even most of my frens said so... My mummy is the strongest woman in my world... hahaha... same goes to granny... As time past, i am getting more and more afraid that one day she might leave me.... though i noe it's part and parcel of life.. but i hope that she would be able to see me to my older years, just like how she spent her years by granny's side.... She once told me that she had one very wish only that is to see all of us get married and have kids... But she also know that to wait till Gabriel the youngest to have grandson it's nt quite possible, but as along as she can live to see him get married she can go peacefully le..

I wasn't sure if i can fulfill her wish... but i would try my very best, though i kinda of wanna be a strong-willed, career woman on my own... hahaha... but let heaven decide for me then... I have never said I love her to her all my life... But in my heart, mummy i really really love you, as much as granny... And both of you are the most important person in my life whom i can never do without... The ordeals both of you gone through with me, besides my frens.. and my family support taught me, never never never ruin this everything i have possessed... I am and would work hard.... Mummy, WO AI Ni!!!!!!!....

Okie, enough of the emo emo thoughts wahaha... Now is the main point i am trying to put across... Finally finally, I've finished watching '败犬女王" wahaha... And the ending was good i must say, besides good it has also enlightened me much... so much so that i think i'm heading towards that direction.... "只要懂得爱自己，　一个人也可以活的快乐自在。。。。因为我学会了让自己幸福的能力！！！！" I look forward to the day, where i can lift my head high and said i am" 自信快乐的单身女子，　而不是被寂寞打败的败犬。。。。" lol.. i would make it de, i strongly believe... Because, 我现在才发现，　只要懂得享受生命中的美好我就能让时间为我静止。。。Hehehe... There are always other form of love besides Relationship...The other forms of love are also enough to support you thru the darkest nights you have and the lowest peak of your life.. I survived it once and i know and knew that i would survive it well... Alright, got to ciaos... Later going out for Li FUng Wan's bdae celebration at KTv, and tomorrow going Beach.. Yay~!~!~! Enjoying life to the fullest... We're going to the beach beach beach how abt u, u, u.. U can come too, too , too ,too we're going to the BEACH~!~!.. Hooray~~~!!! = )..

我会是一个自信快乐的单身女子，　而不是被寂寞打败的败犬。。。。！！！！加油！　林晓莉。。。哈哈!!!

P.S: I don't have any picture with mummy alone except on my 21st... But i would take one later and post it up here.. wahahha... =PpPP And a note to NG LI RONG & NG LI YUAN, NG SHI LING & NG JIAYU...... DON't ever bully Mummy again, if not i shall not spare any of you.. UNDERSTAND... The da jie's posture is OUT... wahaha...

A nice & meaningful song to share...

The Climb
Miley Cyrus

I can almost see it.

That dream I'm dreamin' but

There's a voice inside my head sayingyou'll never reach it.

Every step I'm taking.

Every move I make feels

Lost with no direction.

My faith is shakin.

But I, I gotta keep tryin.

Gotta keep my head held high.

There's always gonna be another mountain.

I'm always gonna wanna make it move.

Always gonna be an uphill battle

Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose.

Ain't about how fast I get there.

Ain't about what's waitin on the other side.

It's the climb.

The struggles I'm facing.

The chances I'm taking.

Sometimes might knock me down but

No I'm not breaking.

I may not know it

But these are the moments that

I'm gonna remember most, yeah.

Just gotta keep going.

And I, I gotta be strong.

Just keep pushing on 'cause,

There's always gonna be another mountain.

I'm always gonna wanna make it move.

Always gonna be an uphill battle

But Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose.

Ain't about how fast I get there.

Ain't about what's waitin on the other side.

It's the climb.

Yeah-yeah

There's always gonna be another mountain.

I'm always gonna wanna make it move.

Always gonna be an uphill battle

Sometimes you're gonna have to lose.

Ain't about how fast I get there.

Ain't about what's waitin on the other side.

It's the climb.Yeah-yeah-yea

Keep on moving,Keep climbing,Keep the faith,Baby.

It's all about,It's all about the climb.

Keep your faith,Keep your faith.Whoa, O Whoa.

Labels: 我会是败犬女王！！！ =)

♥ Happiness in a nutshell
19:07

♥ Thursday, June 4, 2009

Down the memory lanes ♥

Good, beautiful MomentssSS...

Lazy for updates, but here's are some photos to share... i believe pictures say a thousand words, ya.. hehe... Beautiful moments being captured, though memories may fade but as long as we once possess it.. It'll be stored forever in our heartss... =)))