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♥ That Storyteller


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♥GerNice Lim♥.

♥ Breathing till date, 25yrs

♥ a day to cRy, 29 Aug

♥ Status, freely

♥ Starsign, Virgo

♥ That Cravings



♥ A Degree

♥ Successful future

♥ A Guardian Angel

♥ Pass my Car License

♥ Lasik Surgery

♥ Good Health

♥ Dreams & Wishes come true

♥ To Slim Down by OCT 2010!!!!!!

♥ HongKong Retreat

♥ Taiwan Retreat

♥ Japan Retreat

♥ Korea Retreat

♥ Europe Retreat

♥ a plasma TV & soundsystem

♥ a place of my own

♥♥hearts more of♥♥

♥ More self Pampering Treats

♥ More Clothes, Shoes, bags, accessories

♥ More Money

♥ More beauty products

♥ More knowledge, wits & experience

♥ More self confidence

♥ More younger & pretty always, lolxx =D

♥ More of a little in everything

♥ Chitty Chatty



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♥ Saturday, June 6, 2009

Down the memory lanes ♥



Happy Birthday, Mummy Dearest!!~~~!!

My mummy went out happily for her favourite program of her current life.. Ge Tai... She loved it as much as what we used to do, idolising and chasing starss... however, for her its more of a kind of entertainment, something she really enjoyed doing... cuz no matter how far the ge tai is, she would used her determination to travel to every part of Singapore and chase it.. wahaha... And everytime she came back, even though it's already midnight, she can't help resisting telling us how good the hosts la, singers la are.... Omg... I have and can never understand her passion i guess... hahaha... But as long as she's loved it and enjoyed them, shouldn't have much opposition views ya... though sometimes i can't help but think that watching ge tai is her life and more important than Me or to say us!!! wahahaha.... *Jealous* lol....


She haven't cut birthday cake as yet, cuz not everyone is present at home.. got to wait till she come back before 12am and gave her a last min mini celebration.. Pressie i've already gave her last mth already... wahaha.. Kaisu i noe, but bo pian scared she too ma fan so have to let her see if she's like, if nt got to change for her... What to do, birthday ger is the biggest, needless to say, she's mummy Queen, though all her life she has never been Queen before... hahaa...

It's not nice to reveal my mummy's age here, as you all noe, 'Age is a woman's taboo & secret' wahahha.. i only can hint that she've lived through half a decade liao lah... wahaha... =PppPp and through my coming 25 yrs of life... My mummy have never left me alone b4, everywhere she goes, she brought me along.... I've been her "tuo you ping" for 25 years le.... All these years, i swear i have really see her using my heart... i tend to take it for granted that she's my mummy, it's her duty to take care of me... i guess most of us tend to take things for granted.. Only these recents years, then i realised that my mummy aged alot, mainly worrying for us, especially me... I used to complained and grudge that she don't love me at all ever since she had her new family.. But in the recent years, when all the things that had happened to me, that she had gone thru with me made me realised that.. In her heart, she ached when i cried, she cried when i'm not healthy or sad... she's upset when she see me pained... She felt pained when i was left alone... She walk through with me all the ups and downs, console me, supporting silently though sometimes it can be naggy.. wahaha...


But it's really not easy for her, stuck in between my step -dad and me... She's always been telling me that her tears, sorrows, pain are all hidden.. she swallowed it into her heart and never reveal or show it in front of us.. I must say and agree that my mummy is a very very strong & kind woman... It's really my fortune to have her as my mummy.... even most of my frens said so... My mummy is the strongest woman in my world... hahaha... same goes to granny... As time past, i am getting more and more afraid that one day she might leave me.... though i noe it's part and parcel of life.. but i hope that she would be able to see me to my older years, just like how she spent her years by granny's side.... She once told me that she had one very wish only that is to see all of us get married and have kids... But she also know that to wait till Gabriel the youngest to have grandson it's nt quite possible, but as along as she can live to see him get married she can go peacefully le..

I wasn't sure if i can fulfill her wish... but i would try my very best, though i kinda of wanna be a strong-willed, career woman on my own... hahaha... but let heaven decide for me then... I have never said I love her to her all my life... But in my heart, mummy i really really love you, as much as granny... And both of you are the most important person in my life whom i can never do without... The ordeals both of you gone through with me, besides my frens.. and my family support taught me, never never never ruin this everything i have possessed... I am and would work hard.... Mummy, WO AI Ni!!!!!!!....

Okie, enough of the emo emo thoughts wahaha... Now is the main point i am trying to put across... Finally finally, I've finished watching '败犬女王" wahaha... And the ending was good i must say, besides good it has also enlightened me much... so much so that i think i'm heading towards that direction.... "只要懂得爱自己，　一个人也可以活的快乐自在。。。。因为我学会了让自己幸福的能力！！！！" I look forward to the day, where i can lift my head high and said i am" 自信快乐的单身女子，　而不是被寂寞打败的败犬。。。。" lol.. i would make it de, i strongly believe... Because, 我现在才发现，　只要懂得享受生命中的美好我就能让时间为我静止。。。Hehehe... There are always other form of love besides Relationship...The other forms of love are also enough to support you thru the darkest nights you have and the lowest peak of your life.. I survived it once and i know and knew that i would survive it well... Alright, got to ciaos... Later going out for Li FUng Wan's bdae celebration at KTv, and tomorrow going Beach.. Yay~!~!~! Enjoying life to the fullest... We're going to the beach beach beach how abt u, u, u.. U can come too, too , too ,too we're going to the BEACH~!~!.. Hooray~~~!!! = )..






我会是一个自信快乐的单身女子，　而不是被寂寞打败的败犬。。。。！！！！加油！　林晓莉。。。哈哈!!!


P.S: I don't have any picture with mummy alone except on my 21st... But i would take one later and post it up here.. wahahha... =PpPP And a note to NG LI RONG & NG LI YUAN, NG SHI LING & NG JIAYU...... DON't ever bully Mummy again, if not i shall not spare any of you.. UNDERSTAND... The da jie's posture is OUT... wahaha...


A nice & meaningful song to share...


I can almost see it.


That dream I'm dreamin' but


There's a voice inside my head sayingyou'll never reach it.


Every step I'm taking.


Every move I make feels


Lost with no direction.


My faith is shakin.


But I, I gotta keep tryin.


Gotta keep my head held high.


There's always gonna be another mountain.


I'm always gonna wanna make it move.


Always gonna be an uphill battle


Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose.


Ain't about how fast I get there.


Ain't about what's waitin on the other side.


It's the climb.


The struggles I'm facing.


The chances I'm taking.


Sometimes might knock me down but


No I'm not breaking.


I may not know it


But these are the moments that


I'm gonna remember most, yeah.


Just gotta keep going.


And I, I gotta be strong.


Just keep pushing on 'cause,


There's always gonna be another mountain.


I'm always gonna wanna make it move.


Always gonna be an uphill battle


But Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose.


Ain't about how fast I get there.


Ain't about what's waitin on the other side.


It's the climb.


Yeah-yeah


There's always gonna be another mountain.


I'm always gonna wanna make it move.


Always gonna be an uphill battle


Sometimes you're gonna have to lose.


Ain't about how fast I get there.


Ain't about what's waitin on the other side.


It's the climb.Yeah-yeah-yea


Keep on moving,Keep climbing,Keep the faith,Baby.


It's all about,It's all about the climb.


Keep your faith,Keep your faith.Whoa, O Whoa.




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