Fragments of life...
I haven't been blogging for quite a couple of weeks... Life has been torrentous for me, the past weeks... One week i had a brush with H1N1, yes i was ill for a whole 7 days with high fever running & symptons of H1N1 for 6 days.. and 2 doctors' visit... had 39.4 deg celsius of fever for 4 consecutive days... When doctor diagnosed me with H1N1, i thought to myself, oh shit i had just begin to treasure life more, does that means i would not have the chance? I had twice thought and attempted to end my life... yet when i finally wanna lead and treasure my life with no more regrets,i am so afraid i would not get the chance? Thank god, i recovered, but right after i recovered, my house was hit with a funeral.. My Step-dad's mum passed away in our house last wed... which i witnessed the life slipped away right before my eyes... She passed away peacefully with her beloved son watching her go.. Everything happened so fast that it hit the step dad so hard... I believe the loss of his mother made him shed his tears into his heart because i saw his eyes reddened yet he controlled his tears...
Tomorrow ( Monday) we would be sending her off for the last journey of her life.. Having lived for 80 years being a great grand mother and 4 generations living together, the granny is considered a lucky woman... not easy and lucky to be able to witness 4 generations... Her passing on really make me feel that life is indeed so fragile, and that to live everyday to the fullest and do whatever it takes to fulfill your dreams, regrets that already had been in your life, keep it in heart to remind you never to let it happen again and for the rest of our remaining life, to not and never create more regrets...
It's easy typing it or even saying it... But i made myself this vow that i would do whatever i can to not have anymore regrets and to live my remaining years fulfiiling my dreams and whatever i wanna do... Because you'll never know when life would slip away... Tomorrow is a brand new day... Smile and live it on, no matter how tough, because it gets tougher day by day...
Labels: Life...
