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♥ That Storyteller


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♥GerNice Lim♥.

♥ Breathing till date, 25yrs

♥ a day to cRy, 29 Aug

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♥ Starsign, Virgo

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♥ Successful future

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♥ HongKong Retreat

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♥ a plasma TV & soundsystem

♥ a place of my own

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♥ More Money

♥ More beauty products

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♥ More younger & pretty always, lolxx =D

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♥ Monday, April 19, 2010

Down the memory lanes ♥


Bits and Pieces

I have bid goodbye to my old workplace and moved over to a new one recently... Well, so far so good i'm working hard and happily as much as i can.. But somehow felt that i am under utilise for this moment.. haha.. It's been almost 2 weeks since i started work... Am a happy ger there for now.. That's Human isn't it... When you're overloaded you complained non stop and blurt out all grievances you had in your heart.. After a change and the pace is slightly slower, you complained of nothing to do.. CONTRADICTING!!!... lolxx...

But i'm more or less contented for now.. picking up slightly fast and my head is quite satisfied for now.. Hopefully things will turn out well and there'll be progression soon enough... I'll work hard... Well, some updates of my life... 16 Apr 2010, the day i'm so looking forward to, failed me.. Cause i FAILED my TP.. =( saddened... Quite a pity that i failed, overly anxious and pressured till my mind's a blank.. Shit... But well, gained an experience and i work hard to pass the next round.. Never GIVE UP.. hahhaa... And met up with Jiayi.. Finally after so long, wanted Ting to be around too but she's all cooped up with the married life you see.. hahaha...

Everytime i met up with my dear gal, Jiayi she never failed to give me some enlightenment here and there and always set me thinking again... hahaha... This is what i like about having meetups with old old friend.. At some point of time, we learnt from each other as we're all going through different stages of life though of similar or same age.. Some progress faster, some slower... I'm at the slower stages, hence hearing life stories example and sharing life experiences.. W e gain a chance to look at life with a different perspective... And you only will hear true and sincere comments of you from the ones that treat you sincerely as friend.. I'm glad i still have some left thought i lost 2... But that does not defeat me.. Because i still believe that one day when we look back.. I had learnt so much from the experiences i've been through and the lessons learnt from those i lost.. Hopefully one day just one day, i'll have the chance to regain the once lost friendships and learnt more as i move on day by day in life...
Jiayi reminded me of the WANTS vs The NEEDS.... This made me ponder and venture into this topic... Because i mentioned about moving out as my sibilings are all growing up rapidly as time passed... I cannot be having the room by myself as Gabriel is a guy, he needs to live alone as he grows older... Well, i admit i'm still immature for this as i want my own personal space and want to live in the room by myself without sharing with anyone.. For this point i admit i WANT and i'm abit selfish in this sense... I still cannot come to terms with me losing this only personal space that i owned for twenty over years... Sorry gal... hehe.. after thoughts i still can't bear to lose this little space of my own.. But i believe this would prompt me to work harder in achieving my financial freedom and to own a space truly of my own.... =)

There's one part which i couldn't help but agree with Jiayi and that is my perspective of future.. I hate to admit this but i had indeed shut my door from Relationship Love and had plans only for an individual, ME. I have not forsee that one day i might met another "the One" to come into my life.. Because of my closure of my heart, my plans for the next 5 years only focus on myself living alone and not fantasizing of getting married... I would be lying if i said i don't want someone to lean on.. I yearn for it sometimes especially when i recalled those memories which i only allowed myself to thought of it occasionally so as not to go emo-ing again... Maybe i haven't meet the one yet, but i didn't consider the possibility of me meeting one...

Seriously, i've been single for around 3 years, had infatuations of unrealistic pinning to facing the reality that i just ain't keen in having one... This is one part that i did open myself to.. I am open to the ideas of meeting new friends and guys but i ended up in being just friends with them.. And also considering the fact that i'm a FAT but Happy ger now of course physically attraction i had already lost to many of the young mei meis out there.. hahaha.. Where would guys be bother to venture to my inner character??? hahaha... Well, this doesn't really bother me, as long as i see all my friends i kept in my heart found happiness i'll be heartily contented and happy for them... That's enough for the time being... Maybe i had find some contentment in one way or another.. But will ponder on more till i reach a conclusion, because i believe that LOVE this thingy, the more you pursue, the more it will eludes you... Maybe just maybe.. hahaha...

Will go into this once i reached a conclusion.. Let time tells... lolzz... Nitey..






最亲爱的-梁文音

没开口问的 你忐忑反驳
从你的语气里听懂了
不自然的歉疚代表什麽
前座的线索 忍住的颤抖
还想揣摩如果开往他的门口
谎你会怎麽说
最亲爱的最後最远离了
最美好的最後最是痛了
我宁愿你是对的
伤人地拉扯 不如哭着自由
最亲爱的最後最遗憾了
最该走的最後最难转身
我真的被爱过了
你才要我先割舍 不是吗 亲爱的
越是抱紧你 越感受裂缝
最害怕的终於成真了
决定却比想像中还沉重
我多想相信 你也不舍得
否则那些陌生简讯声震动了
你怎麽还没走
最亲爱的最後最远离了
最美好的最後最是痛了
我宁愿你是对的
伤人地拉扯 不如哭着自由
最亲爱的最後最遗憾了
最该走的最後最难转身
我真的被爱过了
你才要我先割舍 不是吗 亲爱的
最亲爱的最後最远离了
最美好的最後最是痛了
我宁愿你是对的
伤人地拉扯 不如哭着自由
最亲爱的最後最遗憾了
最该走的最後最难转身
我真的被爱过了
你才要我先割舍 不是吗 亲爱的

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