Numbness
Just some random thoughts running through my mind now.. I haven't been more unfeeling towards everything i heard or seen before... Sometimes, things just ain't the way it picture itself, but before you even come to terms with it... Things happened and it often caught you spot on and you wouldn't even have time to even think about it....
Somehow i'm kinda immune and numb to all these emotional stuff, i don't want to face it neither do i want to get involve.. But things often don't go the way you want it to, but definately the way you mostly don't want it... what a joke.. Is heaven's trying to play a joke on me? i guess probably true... People always said there's no smooth sailing life and life full of ups and downs.... but when you had already experienced more DOWNS then ups... you definately have a clearer picture of how should you portray your outlook of life...
Continue being negetive will only create MORE downs... having a positive outlook might have been a better way to live life.... Life's short, take things easier maybe it'll prolong your life.. haha.... wishingful thinking... I don't know what i am ranting on for, i just felt that in life there are so many decisions to be made and think for.. but once decisions gone wrong, you would have to bear the responsibility be it the consequences.. Everybody deserves a second chance, to live with your mistakes and learnt from them....
Just some rubbish comments... i just wanna rant on for fun because in my heart i just felt unbalance somehow here nor there.. just cannot describe those feelings in words....
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